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Mirage Out of the blue Floating in front of My Eyes // Epilogue *4.

In frank, on the earth, no country wants Ukr◯◯n◯ will win R◯ss◯◯ at war. Because N◯rd Stream will be resumed, only the wish will be hoped not only by G◯rm◯ny but also any other country. No country wants to be reinforcing military power only for Ukr◯◯n◯ victory as Logistics support. After all, probably any country must have the idea that attacked country for the time being, suurendoring will be the best solution, that must be the truth, in conclusion.


Ever, once, Craig narrated that J◯p◯n◯s◯ have own shyness as Hajirai (恥じらい) in the country vocaburary and it doesn't mean, but at least to me, his idea was not seen so appropriate, because the immanent shyness is basically freely held at anybody, because immanent idea should be fundamentally so freely held, and it is fundamental human right. At this term, he was seen extremist around human act abiding idea. He was at least to me seen rigorous traditional Am◯r◯c◯n. By the way, I have no shyness they have in mind, but no matter what idea and mind could be held, that should be free. It is the biggest gap between Am◯r◯c◯n and Fr◯nch.


  
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Anyway, as my enemy counterpart was Craig, though necessarily I won't be able to use airplane. Because he will easily check any passenger list using his underground human network, thus, consequently my the sole option around heading for R◯ss◯◯ will be using individually my own household budget. In fact, I am never formal agent dispatched by U◯ headquarters, my private money using was the sole option.


By the way, I had stayed than necessity in so very remote island country from my own home Fr◯nc◯ extremely for long period. Then, it's about make departure saying farewell to this country with so called mysterious smiley ethnicity people country, J◯p◯n. I occasionally told to this my so long period staying country, "Now my own leaving occasionally from this beautiful, but extremely only calm and peace and no selfish acting strange country." Imminently saying to any location I could watch and actually thought so.


To me, the day when I leave this country J◯p◯n will be the day which from the day on, I won't be called "Gaijin".



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After all, in Ind◯◯, Saddham was procuring some, probably according to upcoming future circumstance, some numbers change will be probable, but almost six or seven members own Sherpa tasty men with several ethnicity composition will be done on me. That finding effort by him, I deeply expressed him the maximal gratitude and thanking emotion, so formally, necessarily at efficiency rating, I informed Z around his working contribution to my own operating unit, thus his status will be raised after I will resign, and I sent him precise future his engaging missioned content recorded PDF and he will be active at engaging himself with next boss Sophia in given mission handed over from her order. He respected Sophia as well with any other crew, my anxiety after I will resign this position will be easily solved by her own trustworty activity.


I filed every recorded PDF with own photo recorded data and sent her who was at delivery preparedness in home country Afgh◯n◯st◯n with Vito and his parents. Through remote meeting, I expressed thanking emotion to her and courtesy and future her missioned job success wishing my hope and mind through terminal conference formed order. 


I will meet only Saddham as well after I will go out from this island country, again, but any other member except him will never have reunion in my future. Thus already the period for preparing team collaborating posture and stance at my staying S◯◯t◯m◯ prefecture, I already tell any kind of thanking emotion and farewell with some encouraging words to each of them.


After all, after schedule adjustment, my departure to Ind◯◯ will be Apr. 20 th. I personally setted that day. And I declined any farewell ceremonial occasion to any member, the will by me was sent to each crew through my own terminal. And only remotely visually I greeted to each member. 



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Apr. 18th.       2024

The most Credible Humanism a.

If we try to difine the most credible humanism so strictly, only never having the idea must have the most credible idea, that answer probably will be left to us as the best answer. 


What makes us conclude so is probably derived from the truth that any ethnicity, typed individual must have each own justice, creed or any value, as in frank, on the earth, we have no united and totally seen correct at least "the true and credible absolutely correct idea", because in any ethnicity abiding unit, each own subjectively regarded own the sole correctness in mind to each other must be made naturally and necessarily. 


Consequently, to us, only, on the earth, no any absolutely seen correct truth must be present, thinking so must be the most appropriately valid idea, that answer must be outputted.


And, probably any message can be partially universal to anybody, and even one so splendid message can be only partially effective to send or to be given. Thus, no matter what one very wonderful message can be effective partially to anybody and the each distinctively shared mind can accept partially wonderful value or sense. 


In other words, in circle for us, each very own sense can be made, installed and shared, though after all, no perfectly universal message can be present, the idea must be the sole relatively more natural idea to anybody, probably. 


And, in frank, those ideas are never in frank conservative, but rather very simply natural idea. Though, necessarily even the concept of humanism can provide us some unidentified mistificable impression as well.


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Apr. 17th.   2024

The Sun, Swollen Population, Gapped Temperature a.

Very shortened Spring like naturally in Spring, very shortened autumn like that, only Hotter Summer and Colder Winter in turn, earlier morning coldness and daytime hot temperature, population swollen phenomenal global totaled transition, the Sun by itself in swelling more and more, all those are awkwardly overwrapped own horrific universal conditioned change. 


Harshly visible contrast in our own being, but the being only in our brain fantasy won't be embodied so really in our own survival environment.


Very extremely visible temperature gap between daytime and nighttime will be accelerated moreover in our own future.


To some very convincing allegorical extent, we will be obliged to survive very harshly despaired reality so for long period, making any maximally negative future apperance picturing in our brain, as the neighborhood, to us, heavy contrast in coldness and hotness, with emotionally positively regarded future prospect abiding positive imagination and on the contrary extremely negative one in extreme contrast. 


Schizo paranoiac and Phreniac heavily contrast given own reality will be to us what we should keep company with each other between them and us.


Nature phenomenal vicious circle could be one of Lord's own mischievous circumlocution.


But we should never fall into cheeper substantialism so carefully, you know. Nevertheless, we gradually will be accstuomed with those so strange phenomenal realities, you know. That own lazy inertia by itself could be never so exceptional given thing to us, thus it's rather very constantly given our own not that welcoming own phenomena, you see.



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Apr. 17th.    2024