All doing we have in life must be with not only very actively proceeding terms but also very stagnant terms so in turn to anybody, thus, we just only remain in attempt never provoking any shattering impulse from our mind and pretend to be reasonable to anyone.
But actually, very sinking stagnant terms make us awaked of many things. Ironically, we anytime try to watch only good things to us. But really very strangely, rather so actively terms’ myself is so arrogant and with its healthily cheered state, we get so certain health condition and eventually that sort of time in duration, we are apt to lose to catch, default to own mind, particularly to the other persons, that time’s aftermath afterward we lose something trustful emotion to the other one is sort of remorseful, and so regretful to its carelessness.

That thing must teach us that rather so depressively never active terms can either bring us so carefully modest attention to everything, anything relevant to us are seen so discoverable to us, namely our mind must need devoid in never satisfied with smooth going in schedule and initially set object, many hindrances are rather our opportunity’s conveyer out of the blue, that is so positive truth, coz so smooth going must make us so lazily careless to any contacting things to us.

No matter what we attempt to address with, in other words, we should keep our mind that rather so gloomily exhausted moment or time duration, we can certainly find some so good idea to break through staled condition and mind with anxiety. True discovery to us must be our unawaken carelessness seducing so unexpected default in awareness of us when we are depressed with stalemate in bringing all things to the outcome, and rather unsolved stale condition makes us so reflective our own past behavior or sort of mindset again, in it we can discover past mistake and default we unconsciously took at some occasion.

And that time’s us must be creative than so smooth dealing capable situation which is rather a little longer consideration is apt to be lack, very heated up mind situation must bring us about the selfish attachment unexpectedly we produce in mind, but in gloomy spiritual state of us, we are vigilant to watch everything takes place in front of our eyes, after we take deeper consideration to tide over our stalemate, we can be so watchful in finding so subtle tiny but so tremendous finding, with elaborate measuring, that attitude is so meaningful, but unexpectedly we are apt to forget that truth.
No considerably sprinting is artistically so beautiful but in our real life, it must secure us the default and calling crisis, never yet, when we’ve spent so many staled inactive days, we have many chance to deliberate around our own future goal, then we can have a good start in a situation we can be going onto our goal we for the present set so straightforwardly, never deliberating chance holding sprinting must reduce that speed so soon.

Then, actually that time’s lingering stopping moments’ us is seen so never manically and so poorly ugly, but pretending only to be so cleverly dealing everything in situation we call in mind has no room to reflect all our real action’s aspect, we need relatively watching view from any angle so objectively, that mindset must secure us at crisis, coz that sort of view can accompany us a meta-cognition which is needed to climb so higher mountain or so.

At least for me, now it is the absolute truth so far.
Coz I am never so younger yet.

Of course, very rarely happening occasionally to us is very immediately impulsively intuitive sprint can make me go to so wonderful destination at the time, but also it must be produced only from my stagnant and deliberatively careful sinking time to ready for restarting.
That is very out of the blue chance to get for me, and I can hardly get that in life so frequently, but if I accidentally discover it, I anytime can get ready for take in my mind and in no doubt to my own idea, I regulate myself in only sprinting, coz we are all just physically automatically moving creature, we should never regard us as so spiritually metaphysical creature than necessity, we must be a trainer to myself.

In other words, so plain and simple working and its accumulation must secure us in near future of us, so stably trustworthy keeping of my work, that is never lie to me, if we want to get so practical nimble flexibility for solving hindrance blocking and stumbling stone meeting, we should never hasten our future outcome, just wait for the occasion to restart.

After all, we can say that all works can be done so smartly only in the case that we can enjoy and address with our own depression and stalemate, mentally and spiritually, rather we should regard our spirit as the thing just at our depression we are gifted an opportunity to contemplate own future’s prospect, but if we once discover the best way to deal with its depression, we must never regard us so mental and spiritual, rather as so animal tasted robot, and should sprint to the set object, that switching mindset is so indispensable.
With these truths, we must need own certain self-confidence whatever we try as our work or mission, namely, after so stagnant period, and regaining our true vigor, first we need truly meant and effective sprinting and never reflecting hesitating mind and just going to the object in no ceasing and unnecessary carefulness.
(to be continued)

(Feb. 15th. 21st. 2020)

Memo: After all, our accomplishing is all so arbitrary never as well as God, thus, our all step is bit by bit, and only reviewing all our own inconsistently incoherent step and phase we’ve already acquired and just we get to our set destination, it means so disharmonized outcome for the present we get it acquired to us, perfection to get harmony is impossibly to be done, that awareness must bring us about our truth’s position.