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Spending Days’ Stance Part1

People must age, with piling up days in making memories they’ve spent.
Though, there’s a way to spend days in no thinking of future, of course it means either death.


On the other hand, thinking nothing of anything around future would be possible, in fact very few ones are doing so, coz it unexpectedly is so hard to meet in life, actually.


After all, all debates must be converged to one question.
For what does now exist?


Are we able to spend our time only for now we know at each moment?


Now is consistently switching itself to another, that turning must never cease, that is so spooky fact to anyone.


But we have another mind issue.
In aging so much, quantity of all memory as the private feeling must increase, accumulated memory’s expanded volume makes us have reminiscence frequently, although nobody could never go back to any past date.


Spending time means eating every now and consuming all left time given to us. Each length is distinctive to any other one.
Our left energy is anytime finite, though we unconsciously try to forget it.


After all, if we privately need own satisfaction around feeling happiness or so, neglecting all things never connected to us privately is the sole choice to us, in exchange for being responsible to only beloved ones to us, necessarily.


Now must never stop, nor stay at immovable state, its law must never disappear consistently.
Younger ones must age soon than their expectation.


Here is now, but soon it goes to somewhere, we’d never catch.
Though, our private question around spending days must never cease unless we consciously quit it, probably forever.
(to be continued)


(Feb. 25th. 2020)