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Nation of Pretentiousness Part2 / Mind Jihad Makes Us Head for Out of Africa Part3 Around Billie Eilish

Billie Eilish’s singing “Bad Guy” s whisper could be heard so ennui, of course it’s not false, but her it is so distinct to normal love exhaustion’s it. Coz her lyrics shows us her unconsciously potential anxiety, otherwise, so wisely pretending to be so in unidentified her mind, anyway in terms of survival at heterogeneity in analyzing her song’s theme, e.g. this song’s beginning in PR animation with herself showing her bloody nose blotted her white shirt, this appearance suggests us somewhat anxious mind of her to us as shared message.
Her monologue whispering in singing guides us as listeners her injured heart in love affair, but simultaneously her awareness to identify her either accomplice to her beloved one. Her talking “criminal” is her boyfriend or steady and either herself.


Her lyrics describe her ambivalent emotion, in other words, she wants to be passionate around her loving emotion, but with her word, “cynical”, she has either very cooler objectively viewing behavior, to herself with her guy. That is shown with herself injury behavior, probably that aspect could have been her strategical creation, but synchronically her it shows us her county’s fate, consciously or unconsciously, no identified to us, neither.


Her monologue must be headed for loving somebody as a guy, but simultaneously her mind in fantasy to act her ideally bad guy by herself, and she anytime runs bruising herself, it means her ambivalent wanting emotion both sadistic and masochistic mentalities, coz they are one thing.


By the way, necessarily these facts offered to us make us associate her year birth, she was born at Dec. 18th. 2001, that date was just three months and a week after occurrence of ●eptember 11 attacks.
That her nation’s destined things must have influenced her raised mental environment, making her never conscious by herself usually, coz she is Freedom Respecting national one, namely her shouldering age’s destined thing in no notice to her must provide her an unconscious mission feeling to be a representative of younger generation pop scene forefront, thus her entity conscious to her is giving her an unconscious creative stance. (By the way, the outbreak of ●eptember 11 attacks made her country music very distinctive to other e.g. Middle and South ●merica Hip Hop scene.)
Surely, her singing tune’s appearing voice is as far as concerned to “Bad Guy” so ennui, but all her songs are never so, e.g. her singing cover of Michael Jackson’s “Bad” is so vividly brave singing, so positively, thus her “Bad Guy”’ having ennui is at a rate, so strategic.
If my supposition is so necessary, this song lyrics “puffed guy” probably means her country with which many mutually hostile relation with G●ulf War at 1991, just a decade and about 7months before ●eptember 11 attacks.
Her country, eight years after ●eptember 11 attacks payed off the mastermind and his family members all.


Her singing tunes’ mentality at a degree, so accidentally at another rate, so necessarily reflects her national identity, probably in no notice around conscious or unconscious, that fact makes all judges to select her. Coz all sacrificed were never applied only to soldiers in her country, never yet so many general citizens were obliged to be victims so continuously. Its minus chain would be succeeded to their descendants as fellow nationalities of her.


That payoff in cycle with both sides’ military attacks must be reproduced also from now on, after a decade, if we look at recent examples executed by her country troops, in central Asian zones, in decade or so, enemy side’s troops development in retaliation must be practiced to Freedom Respecting nation.


Ultimately any citizen could never shared this evil-minded chain in mutual payoff, so privately as impossible as releasing all nuclear arm equipped whole over the world, inferred 11 countries have done so, at least honest agreement together. It needs only so factual strategy with inventing so smart system to prevent all launching buttons from pushed in equipped facilities through hacking technology in so elaborately precisely programmed system, namely managing evil-minded doing invalidated with evil-doing technology.


By the way, her singing voice tone is comparatively so controlled, and suppressed in invoking shout, but stage action is so heavily active and hard in moving, that style can make us seen so impressively adult, toward true age of her, but its fact is never probably caused from her never so bad conditioned raised environment, at the matter of fact, she had no evidence to be devoid of educational occasion in her raised process in her family. Rather she had a good condition and opportunity to absorb everything around creation in music or so.
Thus, necessarily she has so elegantly intellectual talent enough to know her country’s position in world and its fate. Hence her ennui mode in singing and writing can be seen so unconsciously influenced with her nation’s risky situation, but unexpectedly coz she is so smart, either that voicing performance could be her very calculating strategy, she is one of Irish-Scottish identified citizen, that background of creating this lyrics might be present. Of course, it’s unseen to us, coz we can presume so necessarily that she has enough knowledge of many things around pretentiousness of nation.


As far as concerned to “bad guy” ‘s whispering gal means curious accomplice to her guy, she is either bad guy as bad gal, of course that is very natural mentality very many high teen gals usually have. Although what she is so distinctive would be caused from her “Bad Guy” ‘s last part of her lyrics shows possibly her steady boy could be a little bisexual trended or so, otherwise, she is just bisexual with her mother and with its reason, her mother would have pity to so honest young boy as her boyfriend, coz she is baptized to be either lesbian with her mother, as so insist taboo breaker.


Generally speaking, we all contemporary citizens of progressive countries have an agreement or consensus implicitly never to be outspoken never to say anything in adult community but for teenagers, it must never be applied to its common sense, in adult community, according to superior skill and knowledge, that pretention is ineffective, but at lower class community its unwritten law with manner to be a good boy and girl never saying frank speaking, that existing gap is candidly realized at every society.
That is the true circumstance of any community in progressive economic country’s reality.
Generally standard social common sense is divided in assorted kinds of community, that is so typical common sense. Then in lower positioned field of community, pretending meek to superior officers or teachers or so, that is natural gap to high-social community or works. These division itself is typically shared reality in progressive economic countries in world. Outspoken words are so radical in low class community, but at higher degreed community, it’s never so practically effective but inner circle rather only it could be spread, that double standard must be present, according to higher degreed status community, anybody is never showing any outspoken words, but in professional work only that frank words can be circulated, that distinction in usage of communication is common sense of progressive countries and that thing is on hierarchy in degree of economically powered turn in world. Of course, country means the top higher degree positioned, not to mention of it either.


In fact, very sophisticated infra-structure equipment circumstance and situation makes us divide these behavioral usages. Necessarily her singing tone and expression is reflected to its reality with her controlled voice so intellectually by herself so intentionally.


Although, she is rather so classical typed female singer, that ennui voicing was taken by Nina Simon, Jane Birkin or many other DEVAs those days for us. But rather these facts remind us of her lyrics and listening to her voice, we are aware of her potential message so easily, at the matter of fact her singing around her potentially indwelling message of her is so easily accelerated in our mind as echoing amplified so louder in our mind.


In other words, her that song’s ennui mode is never caused from so concrete heart bruise, actually, as even it is so traumatic, it was never so directly usually any gals have at that generation, that character is never connected with her lyrics. In other words, it is never so directly injured in shocking suffering with despair, rather any girl can have that feeling as if Billie sings, that part reality, we must be vigilant in watching their all phenomenon in her country.


Her shout is never just only individual, rather so publicly speaking on behalf of every teenager in her country, its thing is so critically grave in the debate here.
In other words, every teenager is potentially sunken as if she is singing, that part is so important, that thing was never seen at Woodstock generation one’s teach-ins or gatherings those days with Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin and Jim Morrison. They were all so higher degreed shouters.


Billie’s suppressive toned whisper and shout does never eliminate spiritual trauma, but her whispering is accompanied with her individual mindset and either public consensus of all teenagers never eliminating their own anxious mind, but simultaneously they either have made up mind to enjoy its anxiously instable future prospect, that part of their element is so important in singing her songs on behalf of her generation all ones in her country.
In other words, anytime as an ideally thought to us, future prospect should be so brightened to anybody in same country, but actually anybody can never be so only hopefully to their shared future, and that thing could be sympathized to any country’s ones as never gapped with younger generation ones and older generation ones. Eventually we all could never solve all now global world economy and social issues so easily, and anybody is implicitly in consensus to each other in no classified community’s distinction.
That tasted feeling could be escalated moreover either from now on, but simultaneously we all are never despaired so much to each other, coz we’ve already accustomed with these characterized reality in any corner of the world. Namely our mind anxiety must never be outed from us, everlastingly, just older songs our ancestors had listened were making all listeners forget that reality, but now songs are completely different, that is Billie’s message in her singing.
This typical example submitted by her is “bad guy”.


In fact, we ever had word “Adult Children” which originated in Queen’s nation’s family members mainly parents’ disorderly habit with addiction to drink or so, children mentally impacted with minus reality, but nowadays, it could be adopted not only that sort of disorderly things as environment never freed from of children as family composition but also so age environment coz very many forms of family had appeared for several decade, and at this debate, so could be connected with nation’s policy around globally defensive militant hegemonism of Freedom Respecting nation’s reality, that mental impact is never private environment thus, at a degree so serious shared to anybody in country.


But, although these so seen negative factor, we’ve already accepted it so naturally and accompanied with co-dependency or, co-addiction to her mother, but not only her but also her boyfriend, her “Bad Guy” describes so in lyrical content. Of course, at the case of this song, it is either adopted to his dad and mom.


Eventually her singing stance means accepting all seen so negative factors in mind so never secretly rather so candidly. Thus, Billie is so genius one for their generation, then she could make up her mind to identify herself as so courageous expresser to describe her accepting reality in never seen negative, more positive to her audience. She truly is aware of social contradictory reality, but she does never take the stance to deny them all, that posture is so natural to all DEVA for all nationalities, in other words, for her, contradictory so absurd reality is either pulling her ethically dilemma, but either it could be so beloved reality to her. Then her moralistic view rather is headed for discriminating ones who has hate idea to other ones in society. All generally seen so harmfully moralistic things could be her joyfully accepting reality, that point is so gravely important in terms of her singing and performing activity. Her sending message stance means all accepting and gratitude to all ones together with her all audience, that stance must have had practiced by either Carol King, Janis Joplin, Liza Minnelli, Cyndy Roper, Madonna, Whitney Houston, Mariah Carry, Nora Jones or so.


Her stance to send a message to her generation’s all audience must make generally thought idea toward words “Adult Children” as negative vocabulary so cheaper shallow idea, and she wakes us up to the mind yell, “How does this vocabulary provide us so annoyance or sort of impatience, that must be so ridiculous, mustn’t it?”
By the way, what does adult mean to us, so really? Or so ideally? Or so substantially? And, what does society mean to us, all of us so really, and practically and so essentially?


However, to her, so genius her, she must have passed the route or circuit to reach her own Mind Jihad.
That must be her decision to survive the society and world. Her suppressing impatience to see all reality so completely in silence and killing so outstanding expression on her stage and shot animation is these evidences to all inference around her active motivation.


We rather with her subtle expressing can see her so stiff affectionate mindset and her credo. Then her visual impression is either so important when we appreciate her singing, really at the case of her.
Coz her mindset to express her emotion on behalf of her nationalities is so obviously stoic but simultaneously so immanently so violent, coz her decision must never allow any sort of prejudice around assessing any other one, her so turbulent.
This so younger high teen DEVA voicing and whispering shared to us works our shared mind about which speaking out to public ordinary ones are never be able to do as if her doing, thus her Mind Jihad lasts with no interruption, nor suspension, coz she knows so well probably that Mind Jihad must never expire as long as she is alive, both privately and publicly to her.
(Feb. 23rd. 26, 27th. 2020)
(to be continued)


Memo: For the present Billie’s description, once expires, but some another day, I will address with her, again.
By the way, in fact, Rock age must expire at the moment Kurt Cobain committed a suicide after appearing at forefront of Rock scene. Of course, still now Rock musicians actively keep going on their performance, but it is never contemporary age’s propositional one, it is half so nostalgic. But simultaneously, now Hip-Hop musicians’ spiritual fathers were either Rock musicians, and necessarily Bob Dylan, around topical message sending, and other many great musicians. Nowadays Hip-Hop rhythm’s base consists in many genre music.
One is Techno-Pop, another is AOR with Chicago’s contribution with producer David Foster to Rock and Pop scene, and Reggae with Bob Marley and Jimmy Cliff, and Afro Freedom Respecting Nation’s musicians with Rap, these genres are all creative actuation must be influenced with own resistance and protestation to all Naked Kings substantially powered in world and their country.
Her “All Good Girls Go to Hell”, these protestation to society or resisting intension can be read, it could be addressed with in this blog someday in near future.



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Billie Eilish - bad guy


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