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Human is Never Anytime so Confident, Actually, but it’s Okay, from it, Start Everything!

Human has either the moments never having self-confidence, but it’d be no problem. Just you might do everything from its situation and reform it more advanced degree. Adequacy you should find out must be done in your doing, left mission is only scooping it after you’ll find out in you past!


Self-confidence is very important, but simultaneously it’s either so important to have anxiety or skeptical view, of course just only holding these is never so good, but we necessarily should have both self-confidence and skeptical view to it and its reality, in other words, with holding both mutually contradictory ideas and necessary things together, we can make certain step for proceeding to tomorrow.


Its thing could be relevant to next exampled reality.
We have an occasion to meet or know so strange idea in own community or society. It’s so kinky, and never so convincing idea, despite of it, we need not to eliminate unless it could be so dangerous to us so essentially, in other words, even to so never persuasive idea, unless it could collapse our reality, we should never deny it all so completely.


Namely we can have own lesson that we should never compromise any our convincing idea just we keep going on so far, around executing and practicing afterward, we’d concluded to do previously, but in its decision, we either have another contradictory idea to it, in deep inside of our mind, and it should never be eliminated so in intentionally simultaneously in mind, even it would be so funny idea, unless its idea holding one’s manner or behavior threats us all in society or community so personally, we do keep them either in potentially keeping stockage, even personally we should get the presence in one of possible choice or even sort of alternative although we know its contradiction. At the matter of fact, that another idea should be held at our mind anytime for emergency coming in readiness to deal with it.


In other words, certainly we should never be so in-between to any other certain idea, coz we certainly should be so decisive so obviously mutually especially in so busy term, but simultaneously we should never exclude everything never so relevant in terms of practical use in working spot, and our decision itself, even it would be unforced idea unless it could destruct our basic dogma we’ve regulated ever, never yet, in emergency, also it might be allowed even it would be so dangerous, coz we have no alternative in hard crisis like now.


Because, otherwise, its dinky and unidentified idea seeming so unnecessary in working and practicing for urgent object or pressing aim might have been so futile, though its idea could help at some so out of the blue emergency, we’d never expected ever, another day, in other words, we should keep assorted ideas together or even dogmas so synchronically. Namely even one of them is going on in our society, having mutually contradictory plural ideas together.
And that keeping would work so effectively someday, and its date is anytime so unknown to anybody, just coz of it, it must be bargaining chip in serious crisis.
Eventually that truth must be caused from our double-edged sword at any time, but just coz of it, it must never be so futile in keeping readiness.


We consistently have self-confidence and convincing ideology or idea, but in going on of our all doing process, unexpected stumbling block or somewhat like it must wait for our proceeding, ambushing necessarily. At that occasion, if we have so many another cards to draw in tough situation as serious crisis, we’d be able to tide it over minimally, for the time being, yes, that for the time being is so important, coz our need to react everything is on our serious crisis when it comes to us so out of the blue.
At this rate, having certain idea and self-confidence in mind is the most important, but simultaneously having another ideas so much is either so integral when we confront unexpected developing on our own basic road we’ve set and readied for dealing with the situation, having either so strangely funny ideas or even so kinky them as for bargaining chip in so difficult condition is never so worse idea to us all. And its thing must be caused from what we have so ascertained self-confidence, but simultaneously lack of it in some domain or some dimension, as skeptical questioning habit to our regulated idea or decision.
Synchronicity in holding ambivalent ideas together is so useful in crisis management to us.


Its idea must be so versatile in any situation. For pulling through twisted, entangled, and complicated difficulty needs us have so both mutually contradictory contrary opinion, view and favor so useful in using at emergency.


That mindset is useful to our personal life for individual life either. Thus we should keep one certain idea belief and credo to it in thought, but we should never out nor sort of completely exclude any unnecessary odd idea or hint, that mindset is never so worse, coz we must keep one fixed idea and strategy based on orthodox idea and ascertained ideology and it’s correct, but at the same time, it does never mean justifying all extremely purging nor sort of clean or cleanse, clear all unnecessary things out of our own way so extremely or overwhelmingly in immediate object, coz now what I debate is never ordinary situation, just now like so tough and hard crisis.


Namely we should leave even never so unique and useful idea for immediate proceeding, either so positively on mind. Because possibly, it might have been working for us in our so unexpected jeopardized situation, in so long span of our own life like now.


Hence, we can say it so confidently, human is never anytime so confident, but it’s okay, from it, starting must have us some so useful way of escape when we come across so out of the blue situation in any case of our life. So we can say, we fundamentally need to have own unchangeable and ascertained stance and resolute idea in mind, but simultaneously changeable and unascertained just intuition, indecisively irresolute idea, so contradictorily, we can be admitted and permitted to have so chicken-hearted emotion at some parts of our mind, it could be said, so neutrally skeptic to our own capability, it would be carefulness, or kind of discretion or prudence. Because these things could mitigate our conceit and imprudent sprinting emotion in emergency, coz conceit is apt to be arrogant toward all urgently overshadowing crisis, hence we should keep mutually contradictory things in mind and its mind readiness could guide us prevent from plunging us to hell, that tragedy must be caused from our carelessness in life filled with satisfaction to our own capability in losing humbleness. Summarizing these, negligently inattentive self-confidence in reckless driving must make us so careless in every spot in own life, when we reflect own life in spending so habitually, coz what we only having mutually contradictory ideas together in mind can mitigate or cushion our heated up emotion, for fulfilling its preventive deal, we need positively never vertical, kind of flat idea, or sort of honestly frank idea, even it could be so kinky, coz its holding must work or function as buffer zone, when we face crisis.


By the way, I have so bad habit to stock so many unnecessary things stingily never throwing to trashcan, eventually so many odd things could be put aside with even so futile materials in working term, but for its my bad idea and habit, this time, in absence of masks in almost all shops, I was helped with my stockage coz I kept it as mass of masks ever I bought at the crisis of SARS even took place in world and it weakened in withdrawing from world, but I did never throw them away, then we essentially can say that we have no idea when we are plunged in heavy crisis, what helps us so unexpectedly really.
(Apr. 22nd, 30th. 2020)