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World may have been trying to Race which is the Perfct, but so stark What is being so Perfect? Part1

I always am obsessive to be in an age which we can never be so easy to make poems for poets, the refuge making us never write them so easily must manage us all, that emotion, we are all under control of it.
It means that we are constantly told everything around the worldwide political and economic situation, world should be riding on a good pace with any citizen can send each honest idea, if we have that kind of idea, but actually each individual citizen is never so good, and wise, almost anyone is so egoistical and arbitrary then all matters around it is so hard to be solved to anyone.


Its truth could be applied also to political matters in nation, or government either.


Eventually, I always think that scientific movement is always so complexed but any problematic matters are in so busily exchangeable discovery chain with so bigger change must urge us so overwhelmingly with so revolutional common sence’s revision in a century, continusouly we are aware of it so really, but despite of its so speedy shift, only the system of universe stands on letter order we can easily exchange all to the words, and language, as applied to physics or biology, from the universe to the earth, only its managing truth must never be rewritten forever, that was so surely admitted to us.


Yes, we can recognize it, thus if we can be urged to have only ordering thinking habit as the mission to contemporary citizen, it means that we are all needed to be so perfect with no room of branc futility.


But the ager only what is never with any futility means also the age whiche any another value is neglected, I can have some impression to that reality.


In other words, nuclear warhead developing race, ethnicism, all are the same, anytime anybody is needed to be so perfect, and only instant responding power is needed, and at this rate, any individual happy emotion or persistence are always so neglected, and any individual must only be regared as the disposable pieces, you know.


Yes, you know either, that if we anyone wants to be aparted from the logical matters so rigrous to us in reality, but simultaneously we could never believe in another evaluated warmth, equal to be tapped off from the obsessive tension, possibly anybody could no longer believe it.
However, it must be so precious to any individual still now.


Thus, so perfctional and no room to have any futility was more valuable than being slopshod, sloppy, but at the same time, if we only need it and start all, distorted armaments race was born, and worldwidely we are entangled with those running in desperation, I can imagine and prophet to our future, either.


Thereby, only being interested in only individual things in ignoring anything but these, if we are able to be so, it must be so happier for any individual.


But simultaneously, I have an emotion or premonition to be incapable to stay only in relaxed and so easy room, rather that atmosphere we could never get in our contemporary lifestyle, neither.


In other words, I wish to write the so simple and good poem, that emotion was filled with my mind anytime but even if we hope so, but that kind of simplicity is the thing which makes us so skeptical that it must never be met in the world actually, I can also be in that emotion and imoression toward the world itself, you know.


Just coz of it, I can be shifted into be in a life only with so lazy and lukewarm or so flat to anything, excluding any tension, why aren’t we doing so easily, anytime I can feel so, either.


As soon as I can have a sure completion, I want to destroy everything in next step to me. My sensibility itself screams so, too.


Thus, very vapid, almost never nearer to any completion or perfection, why can I have that thing to me, more imperfected degree I am also permitted to demand or so, either I can feel so, after all.


However, more I try to be so, but eventually I am gradually shifted into be in somewhat completion. But as soon as I can see that symptom, first I want to destruct it, that kind of feeling comes to me, either.


Probably losing everything so thoroughout must be stronger than neutrally perfected, I rather feel so too.


But probably being so vaperd or very vapid, flat are all different from that thing.


We can have some right to emphasize the matter being so vapid and flat either.
Namely completely another value view to be great, or so in the world, sometimes we can have some mind room to be skeptic to be right, righteous, just or so correct, sound, so proper, as the idea shift, changing a viewpoint or so, so difficult to me, more so entangles to be solved anymore, I cannot control my brain, excuse me, for a while.


But eventually, even the crassical idea must be each different to anyone, I can think so too, so naturally and necessarily, as I prospected.


(to be continued)


(Feb. 10th. 2019)