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Faint Light Found at Long Lasting after Mind Darkness Part1

In sorrow never healed so enough, another sorrow comes to me, chain of sorrow never forgiving me took me hell no way out, all condition around me forces me in blockage to fulfill my love to beloved one.


However, I have no God to wish nor pray for eliminating my fatigued mind, that time every trying was stoned, nothing was effective.


All social order occasionally ruthlessly keeps our own love from fulfilling.


Very many corners of the world must have still now the condition like my case, in world from those days to today.


So long darkness of my days had managed in hell.
However, only usual and plain time neglecting my pain just only passed and drew nothing to my mind, as if new corona virus could never discriminate infectious object as hosts for them, never such as men and women.


In so long darkness, only faint light was music to listen to for me, in daytime or nighttime, those days and kept my listening travel started in my life until now. Only its customary doing rescued me from relentless time’s going.


I, at a period, made up my mind to give up my mother country, so spiritually.


But in being surrounded by very many ethnically conservative nationalists, only my idea rescued me that all countries have the sort of international love affair having ones at a stable ratio which provides a fact that number of all these ones in all countries would be the most.


If that sort of experience assaulted us, we must be so vigilant at finding out the similar experiencing ones in any scene of own life.


And at that moment, loving emotion must become constantly the accomplice in couple, seeing it must help the couple, coz similar cases must be constantly in any corner of community in world.
(to be continued)
(Feb. 25th., added some at May. 12th. 2020)