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Midnight Ambulance

Night is so long for lovers and couples of mutually spouse, but its developping is anytime so unpredictable. Though, it could never be so strangely out of the blue, coz we know our body and mental codition by ourselves, then we can condition us reacting each momentarily flashing occurence around us.


That very random wave must last, but at each occasion, we can easily catch all changing aspect, in being accostomed with restrictly never free condition which must drive our mentaliy in lasting tension so smoothly.


We all are controlled to so strange reality’s shifting and switching in duration.


Occasinally we can be conscious in riding on its consistent changing.


And at so sleepless night, that insomniac clear conscousness can be told so unseenably unique idea or inspiritually marvelous intuition, so suddenly.


Midnight ambulance in that wave we can never identify, anybody could remake that wave, namely so adopting the wave to our own personal suggestive idea.


The wave certainly makes the one in mdnight insomniac wake so a little worry about, though, so enigmatically, that worry is the kind of oppotunity, we could never identify, but simultaneously, the occasinal worry rather does never permit us all, generally, to abandon all discretion at the urgent situation, unexpectedly, that worry could promote our mentality to run in straight orbit, and it would make no distraction by sleepiness, in fatigue or so, but in never so worse physical condition, we, out of the blue, can be tense so much, that phenomenon must be caused our own belief, or sort of own desire to make realized and fulfilled in clear picture, and if it would be commited to our own mind, we can easily sleep later in deepened condition, nightmare tasted dim memory only left at waking moment at next early morning.


Shrill siren in low and small tone heard to only insomniac and clearly conscious one in midnight, but even if next person in same room was present to the one, the noise could be heard to only the one. That tasted immanent catching mind, I either have nowadays.


The mind heard noise is piercing the one’s ears, and the one’s ears are either the one’s mind in ascertained belief, thus the one can never resist its unidentified seduction.


Our potential mind to need unity, or solidlity implicitly to all world even in this crisis must be made in midnight for the one, its thing is so interesting.


Spies, medicine concerned ones and ordinary lovers and spouses coupples, are each personally heard radio broadcasting in invading personal objected transmitting anouncement for informing code in commanding new mission, and really needed ambulance siren and each partner’s personal reacting heartbeat.


The last one could be seen in no touching to the partners breast just watching the one’s face in the complexion, expression, in spite of now each distanced commanded situation mutually, palpitation only could never be suppressed, even if we all are overshdowed by virus threat in world. Because our own mission must never be influenced by any stronger jeopardized condition.
(May. 4 th. 2020)