You are here in a range I could touch anytime I want do and I want you to do me so.
That is all what I want to keep eternally, but even if I wished it, another day in the future, that day must come to us. Then anytime I imagined it, I had my feeling I would never endure in having that mind kept for so long, I always tried to evade that feeling and tried to think another thing.

You are there in a range I could talk anytime I want and I want you to do me so.
That is all what I want to keep eternally, but even if I wished it, another day in the future, that day must come to us. Then anytime I imagined it, I have my feeling I would never accept in taking that mind indwell for so long, I always tried to escape from that imagination and just looking at you for all day long.

However, any love could never last forever, coz any love could meet only accepting all reality.
Finally we can say together all lasting love must mean winning all unnecessary ideally dreamy only intoxication absorption, coz love lasting needs reacting all so troubled reality.

Now, for the first time, we face so harder tough situation, all daylong spending time only with you. That is what  we called so unconsciously, but we just tried to look away from all reality surrounded us together, that must be relevant with our meeting spot together, ever.

Eventually we were just getting in so dangerous moments, coz we gradually know only loving in having no doing to survive, although we lose everything for surviving caused from this pandemic crisis, we would never touch together for a long time, presumably, coz you were infected with virus, and you must go to hospital, from now on, your result of PCR examination, again. Then, now here with you, it'd be the last time, and having no time to meet again together would be the only future waiting for us.

You to touch me together now might be our last moment to keep sharing feeling to each other. However, if that moment would come to us, why don't we keep from showing tears mutually, coz to our love, weeping and crying does never fit our love.

Coz our love together reality to make us divide, only showing better future hoping and accepting the reality never accepting severe reality, and real reality might divide us in unchangeable romantic reality. 

However, I had no regret in keeping so flammable love together for a while since we met until now. And now together looking at to each puples would never meet again, coz I either receive examination following you tomorrow.

 But, if we each would stay away from this world, and never come back here, if someone accepting severe reality and writing one would have witnessed our all acts since we met, the one might have written about us, never to make our loving fact vanished, someone would see that sentence and imagine our true aspect, I wonder if the one could do so, in my imagination, and you?

(July. 17th. 2020)