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Cooler Cloudy Days

Sunny day’s cloud must be clearly shiny and partially shadowed, that contrust is seen so conspicuous.


Near evening daytime moments, we have a weloming sunset, thunderhead as cumulonimli evokes genesis of this world to me.


That shaded shining seems to be purply reddened, but it must need enough sunny afternoon.


Very cooler cloudy day makes all clouds so vague, not outstanding, that days’ clouds aspect is opaquely misty, but not so fantastic, that atomosphere is suitable for me to deliberate or consider all things so logically, because very beautifully confirmable clouds are too impressively conspicuous to think all things with deep analysis, I just would be fascinated in looking at the skies, thus I want that moment absent from any beautifully enchant things around me, either, but it’d be no problem to have no remarkable visible thing, only sometimes wonderfully enchanting thing is okay to me, so occasionally.


Lonliness, the word, so older days in my life, I’ve thrown away from my daily life.


Even solitude, isolation either, coz from the beginning, we all of us is each separated, completely.


Love is what we’d obtain previously with very endurable effort.


I have no hope to be injected by somebody, nor bathe in sufficient flood of lovely emotion.


Eventually, in having no hope, I’d never despair anymore.


In having no trust, just getting with hard effort, in having no rest, just only acquiring the chance in the best method I can make, whatever I’d take for doing so.


Sunny day is not always the day when Iwant to go out from, this is caused from not only now virus infectious threat but also each momentary mood issue, it’s true.


However, only cloudy day’s vaguely whitened grayed skies could be easily seen to me, anytime through my room window to my porch.



We could never be birds, nore moles, neither nor whales, and neither virus.


But, we can imagine we are supposed to be them, at each occasion, that is so fantastic, but that capability would never be our own possession, but we’d never solve all these truths, as if we can do so in really confirmable sensation, even if some evidence could be explicated, we’d do all these things, only so partially.


Anyway, moderately, darkened whitened cloudy containing drizzle, overshadowing all flat vicinity around my residence, and very rarely drifting but almost still, in the cooler afternoon, but a little stronger moistened, Ican imagine supposing picture in my mind we’d be very many things with what I exampled priorly in sentences, only these are seen so magnificiently, so wonderfull!


(July. 14th, title, 15th., sentences, 2020)