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Sentimentally Eliminating All so Emotional Mind

Listening to older songs I've heard ever, but nowadays in us and our own survival, only completely different phase from all past circumstane, only it could be noticed either to me, then I try to eliminate all the time all so emotionally unnecessary things for us to step forward, but that way might be so sentimentally, it could never be said so humanistic nor moralistic, just all my mind and act are caused from my older days' memory.


All I've had done was never so consistently correct, I know just occasion to meet someone was at each moment, so strangely never so good, only it could be said to me, now.


Though, that must never mean so much to next future from now.


Mind has anytime own landscape, it might be accompanied with my mind's picturing and it must make my decision accompanied with sentimental emotion.
That would be what we feel never accomplished things in heard voice to now me as nearly aborted matters' shouting as reverbrating to my mind. Though we must proceed, neglecting all what we've never done making them none, that decision must bind our mind and spirit partially, then our decissive mindset must include to some extent sentimental feeling, but we try never to show it to another one as much as possible.


Though, if we would be aware of never accomplished things accumulated to our mind, we after all could not help but having stalemate for a while, then eventually we anytime have mutually contradictory emotion and mentality, that is, one only looking forward to our future, together and personally, another is looking back to our comparatively near past from now.


By the way, for us, next one's mind could never seen to me, eternally, that thing and near past from now would be similar together, coz we only can need a help from only coming future, by the way, future is anytime coming to abybody, it could be so crucial to us, together, and that thing shows that never coming yet to us would be similar to our own mind, but past we'd never return must be close to other one's mind, and especially, when we are conscious to the next one, who stands or sits down, walking beside me or crosing me walking to me from the direction that time I want to go, so personally to me, that thing could be posdible in our daily life to anybody, these moments we feel cannot help but having necessarily and so impressively, because all what we can know is only what we personally think in mind.


To some extent, our life must go onto the future only after we've decided so personally, whom we should believe as one having sympathy to us, individually, and whose idea is credible, trustworthy. In other words, job we should be engaged in first with whom we should do it is anytime so important.
In conclusuon, what things for us to believe in, whom we can trust or belive so personally for us, for doing everything are anytime so integral.


No reflecting nor introspecting to anything around what we've done ever, for only going on our rail continuously arbitrarily ignoring all we have in mind all unsolved in our mind, so personally, just certainly all things like these mean never so much, but simultaneously we cannot look back to something, always, thus we always arbitrarily try to look over any small thing, but that thing could work so effectively, otherwise that thing could do us so negative outcome or inescqpable circumstance, only that mind idea of alternative in understanding surrounds us. But if we feek more lstter case, just we would keep going on somewhat we have to do to next phase, in other words, only that truth could have us restarted, imeventuakly we just have no chance to stay at one whereabout around doing everuthing once stopped for the present.


In conclusion, we all are left two very important things, one is our own idea as a question around what we've done could be doing some matter so valuable to society, or the other people, and another is for knowing it, we must be awaked tothat how given things to us could be switched to giving thing to snother ones. And it consists in forgiving all ones who have done the most disgusting to us, so personally, and wheather we could have done so well or not, in other words, we'd be satisfied with Lord's gift, only after we'd confirm we had fulfilled all forgiveness, to all the other one, and never having any mind to pay off, and we'd have them done so well, in awareness, we first would keep going on step forward on our road, in having no hesitation.


In other words, if we feel so sentiment around our act to eliminate unnecessary thing, from the point where we are positioned, when we for a moment reflect our mind to own past act, how we have a simple question around how we could do our forgiveness, to all other one, and to that thing, when we can make sure of own fulfilling effort, we first would step forward, for the present for making newly coming future so significant.


Then for the last, several words by Jean Calvin, Christianae Religionis Institutio, from the THIRD, 20 chapter, it will quote as last suggestion to us for the future, in conclusion of this sentences, .


In other words, (omission) to the ones who had harmed us in somewhat we should have a pitty to them and give them a forgiveness (om.) this does never mean that the one as us  whose authority to forgive their breaches or offendings, its authority must belong to only God.( Isaiah 43;25)


We should never beg a forgiveness to us, unless we would forgive all offendings as the ones with wrong-doings ever and now, all around our sins of us. (om.)


As well as what we all have done to the other ones, we either had been given a forgiveness from God, for realing us to bein these, our own mind must have been eliminated of any hatred or envy, and retaliating mind, and being purified, if those have been done to us, it must be no problem.


(July. 21st, 22nd, 2020)