○We have both methods to create whole claiming through essay with what we do first general thing mentioning and subsequently, we address so personal thing and what we do first personal thing mentioning and next so general thing, each so constantly. This discerning in using probably means so much, but for the time being, I have no clearly explicated idea, presumably these choices are always just according to mood for each day, as philosophical term in German, stimmung, it might make us choose at each occasion.

○Though, when we mentuon first, general thing, at very many cases, we have some strong impression externally for us, as social active news topic, or very personally interesting issue in society, that unconscious choice is made impacted by both external issues and our personal health condition, latter case is dependent on more personal motivation, necessarily subjective idea discribing course is necessarily set on mind, but either that case would be relevant with external occurence and my catching to many social information.
On the other hand, at the case I am first attracted to social issue, that interest must be made my that day's own mentality interacted with health condition.

Eventually, very mental thing could be caused from either phyisolosical condition, meanwhile, physiolosical thing first outdtanding case would be impacted with privately mental issue on my mind.

○However, the most noticeable mind for us is the most decissive moment is never just age trend, because we can accept so good instructive many things with historically penetrating texts, and we usually are very spiritually influenced and motivated with older age's great person's idea, thus we are all never bound only with socially moving along with age mission in trend following, nor only serving social functioned matter, that thing is very important.
That truth ofiginates in that we all are thinking creature so spontaneously and subjectively. That thing is very critically integral, in other words, what could precedes age or socially trand regarded as mainstream idea must be present for each of us.

○When we write the sentence, we autonomously choose the mode by which we can trust own expressing way in selecting what kind of process we should discribe e.g. diary content sentence, eventually these factors are combined and synthecized at one writing occasion, generality and privacy or so personal issue are mutually interacted, then one wrting order must be set necessarily, at each occasional proceeding, and that thing could be impacted with body physical condituon and mentality, because wrting act must never generate in no contacting with our own life thing, physically and spiritually.
(to be continued)

(July. 29th.2020)