There's the word heal us so easily, meanwhile, the words excite us so violently either.
But anytime these impacting effect is so arbitrarily to each occasion.

Very pleasantly fun and amusing moments are not always so nostalgic reminiscent things to us, never yet, very unskilfull or kind of unsuccessful awkward mutual hostile emotion could be the most nostalgic reminiscent past memory.

That must be caused from our tough memory in learning with our losing everything in past contrary could get us some precious mind, that would be so natural.

Human spiritually personal growth might have originated in our detaching all greedy hope to the future.
That thing was originally necessity you know, but truly awaked to it costs so long years, because our truly reasonable generous mind would be gotten only so never well doing and admitting these character, so honestly.

Life could not always so internally introspective, never yet, so externally noticing something so consciously makes us life stance and reason to spend so common days.

Therefore, occasionally, deep inside of introspective mind makes us have descision to ongoing everything.

That thing is not always dependent on giving all irreplaceable matters up to make us advanced, rather making up our mind never to cut off all past things even if these were failure or mistaking recentment.

All past never so well-doings accompany us with staying together, in contrust to it and now doing or heading for next turn in life, we must learn something, and it could never so absolutely futile to us, so humanistically.

How meaningfully we are spending days so personally must promise our jumping step forward in our future, that kind of days must come to us, someday.

If we make it so usefully valuable, even slightly bitter memory or past own doings could work as spice or lesson to us, because so smartly well-doing past thing could never offer our spirit so modest mindset.

That inference could never be caused from our arrogance we are apt to wear so unconsciously, rather that lesson must rob us of honestly wishing mind to proceed, never yet, that trying to be modest contrary drives our mind so tactfully sneaky to all powered ones.

Then, mind feeling shadow ever in our own past rather frankly talks to us, so personally. 
Because we are the creature to get something when we are honest to ourselves.

Then, let's take our bitter reminiscent past shadow into our future prospective account.
Eventually only never lying to us makes us hopefully likelihood in ongoing road, you know!

(Sep. 12th. 2020)