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Boyish Girl

That girl was boyish character, but it could not always be regarded as just natural, because she was not knowing true father, but with her possitive character she has been playing so gay at anytime she needed to be happy, for pleasing all ones around her.


However, at anytime she had sunken mind to be surrounded by lament, she has been thinking and imagining her father who must be alive somewhere. And she always conclude that he either must be thinking like her as wanting to meet her, replaced it to wanting to meet him for her.


Boyish girl but gradually has been raised to be womanish behaviral and get atomosphere to enchant many ones around her, because her mother anytime was at the same feeling as she was frequently accostomed with. She has known truly her mother's emotion.
She has respcted her mother, because she came to now staying country by herself alone. 


Her mother was very active girl, and woman whose flavor enough remained girly fascination.
She took her daughter to her country, she visited to palace, churches, restaurants at her home country, that country has so many beautiful stone buildings as seaside hills, and cities.


Ex-boyish girl was astonished to be at another cultural environment at her another home country, and she was colored with more etranger nuance as her father country people have at her mother country, really her girl ages' her appearance was very etranger girl to all around her at her life, but according to aging, she had accumulated her father country nature, because she has been staying at her father country.


However, after getting to be one adult person, she has acquired another nature, she can use both nature at each occasion, she is both her father country citizen and her mother country citizen.


Boyish girl, formally ex-just boyish girl was grown up to be elegant lady, she got her job for entertining very many ones with her father.  And now she has the time to get true happiness so personally just for herself.


Then, presumably she used to have sometimes mind to need her father so cruelly, but he was anytime absent from her whereabout, and possibly either from now on, she would have a time to need her father, but yet she has gotten that chance, but to her, that very touching that moment to meet her father for the first time would come to her, wouldn't it?


All things could rely on God mercy or providential intention, you know, all audience to her.


(Oct. 12th. 2020)