I have almost no concern about any other person, because I always am absorbed in only what I want and I have to do. 
Eventually, I anytime almost have no time to think of other person's presence, only at being engaged in only my doing, and that is enough to be retrospective around my doing in my life.

Ultimately life must mean to anybody the race toward time, nobody must be won by time.
Thereby, anybody has potentially the particular mind how the one could spend lifetime and how effectively the  one utilize the time schedule and allotment what job could be done at personal idea or given condition.

In concludion, our personal life as realization and meaning must be only our own judging whether personally own time using would be effectivel successful or not by our subjective assessment to each myself.

Thus, necessarily, the thing about other person must be obliged to be very small thing for us, abd necessarily I either have that idea, and feeling to life itself.

Nevertheless, occasionally very nasty moment either comes up to my work stance, that is necessarily other persons' general evakuation to my works. That matter must never be neglected, of course necessarily I have a mindset that even at being de-evaluated by any reader, I should never be depressed so much and instantly switching my emotion is vital, that idea is anytime accostomed with my routine idea. But very sorry and lament occasion Ieither have, but anytime not to be occupied with the sort of pecimisticly notional prosoect around my future,that emotion alway wins my negative idea, probably that process would be sudtained by my attachment to my work as creating sentences and anytime only it gets the winning to all inactively accompanied weak and chicken-hearted emotion.

Eventually writing sentences and making words and phrases are up to writers affection and no doubtful self-confidence not to get disliking it. 

At this term, sentences creating work is fit for only so optimistic ones around at least writing work as favor, then essentially and necessarily even so pecimistic philosophical idea holders as writers with thinkers, religion, or theological concern ones, philosophers or so either actually even at writing so pecimistic content sentences, but really at least writing acts, they all must be optimistic idea holders, only it must be the absolute truth, why I claim so must be evidenced that even very pecimism only managing masterpiece even is compltely written by the most pecimistic one. 

At this view, creating sentences, writing sentences' content and meaning through discription is the thing with absolute cobdition to need all writing ones to love nothing but just writing only writing.

At this term, necessarily writers are al so childish and mischeivous only bad boys and bad girls, so selfishly only being interested in own works and having half neglection to any other writers, but at the same time, half anytime having so strong concern and interest they all cannot wipe out. In other words, mutually contradictory emotionally and mentally having both ideas, that mudt be their mind holding content. 

At this theme, I feel some irreplaceable significance, then some other day, I want to address with it, again, at no scheduling also from now on. 
(Oct. 21th. 2020)

Note; In other words, just because of strong interest, concern, and curiosity to other writers, they would be selfishly having their own stance to be neglecting to other writing ones. Hence thier bluffing behavior as being anrchily impressive for other ones as general readers, and their pretending disconcern to them as their posture must rather evidence their strong consciousness to all the other writers.