Life is not always so happy, never yet life is filled with pain, distress, or anything disturbs our effort, only that is our necessary but irresistibly inescapable truth.

However, wonderfulness of what you try to do could never be relevant with these unfortunate facts to you, you know.

Be confident to what you try to do and that yourself. Because the one who could not cheer the oneself must not to be able to cheer another one but the oneself.
Only the one who can cheer the oneself so positively could cheer another one, so honestly.

By the way, I had a nightmare last night, but former part was relatively happy one, because I was promised with professional jazz player I adore at audition by tested by him as my drumming play, then I was shceduled with one evening to play drums at jazz club, nevertheless at the time of afternoon gradually the scheduled evening was approaching, I was mazed at very complexed residents gathered area on the roof top like balocony as generally Greek hills hem of seaside have as being jointed with next residence, eventually I could not find the good method to move from the place to go out from the area, if I could fall down to the pateo tasty field to entrance and exit as gate, I could make it for the scheduled time of my professional debut performance at playing drums. 
Anyway I desperately thought the best idea to go down to that pateo tasy field to exit. But if I tried to be calmed down, my emotion got to be irritated at not good going down from that place at my imagination, and that my playing time schedule at debut stage for me was so speedily approaching. 

Whenever we truly need fortune or happiness so subjectively, very many unfortunate occasion could meet us really, nevertheless if we personally are not at starvation, hunger or war at own country with devestated our own life's security, even my nightmare tasty missfortune must be better than these cases.

Thereby, even if as my nightmare warns me who was sleeping, you would be at similar condition, you should be confident at your barganing chip when you can take your card at the last moment, because who can be confident to your ability to break through your crisis must be no one but you! And believing in your future good proceeding on your life, you should never give your effort up for getting your dream realized at your upcoming future, you know!

Because life must react our all honesty around our all doing at some way, nevertheless it could never be soon done to us, thus believe in out life's going and its reacting to us.
Because the one who can believe and believe in you even at the desperately no exit situation of your life is just only yourself, you know!

(Nov. 27th. 2020)