Anytime my chance for spending all the night with you, my heart and mind is just walmer spring or hot summer, even at the coldest blizzard night.

On the contrary, if my night was without you, even at hot summer or walmer spring night, my mind, body or any other thing for me is the coldest winter nighttime, you know.

No index to assess my time for spending all the night with you, but the presence of you.
No relative value in the special night with you, no better feeling as my selection for the nightime all moments with you.

Anytime my chance for depending on you with the night, my soul and heartbeat last at climax in walm spring or hot summer at absence of you.

Don't be mentally, if my fight was without you, even to my mind at the moment at night spent only by myself at any occasion, I always call my mind.

Eventually my only index to regard my happiness is only the moment with you all the night close to you.

Kill my time of your absence at walmer, hotter, cooler, colder night, I anytime order my brain to feel no unnecessary dissatisfaction because nighttime is too long to endure for your absence, no choice to get the chance to spend together with you at night all. 

Finally any alternative must be invalidated except one all the night with you close together.
Because to the splendid moment with you, any index must be unnecessary for me, either.

Only with you all the night spending for.
Just with the time of it met with you, my life has no season nor temparature, just being my side with you, any night must be my the best walmer spring or the most enjoyable hot summer.

No other index unnecessary, but no season for spending all the night with you.
All what I need is just being with you close together and if the condition is satisfied for me, no matter what happens to me, even next day's my death, or the last day for this world, even that ending could be tiny reason to assess my life happiness, you know.

No season, no reason for spending all the night with you, yes, only with you, anything except it must mean nothing in kind.

Then please do not make me disappointed with your absence for me, because only you are my life vigor fountain, and you?

(Nov. 30th. 2020)