I sometimes even have a feeling that I wish I could have been born an icecream like vanilla it.

A kind of human-beings anytime are persistently having an idea around so many troublesome and tough things including goodness, evils, love and justice, happiness or valuable matters to us, or so, around the oclock, so dutifully to own mind.

Even if we were born a cat and dog, we must have taken care of the pet owner’s mood for petting us, so much being so vigilant never to make our owners so dissatisfied with us.

At this rate, if we each is an icecream, aten into be nothing is ulitimate aim for us, it need’t to think about those things completely, thus from the beginning, nobody would take us into that one’s account so stark, you know.

Of course, we have constantly so an annoyed condition around our own work or job, but essentially our own desire must never be deleted so perfectly to anyone including even to ourselves, and that thing was becoming our just only inconvenuient fact seen to us, either.

In no experiencing to have that kind of idea, being an iacecream and aten and being nothing is so better parts to be being seen to us, so much.

So necessarily if we were icecream, we have no unfortunate chance to be sick or desease, if we are aten, nobody must never be so sad to that matter.
That’s so amazing, so really.

Coz we human-beings are anytime worried about that thing so consistently and persistently.

Yes, thus, anyway, so kind of never icecream, either hotcakes or so or kind of hanbargers or so would be enough, but exceptionally, being born to be chewing gum, it ought to be so hurt coz any person must chew it so hard, and it seems so painful tanbgiby we can imagine so easily as if we desperately resist to that chewing.
At this point being an icecream seems to be so easy to be it, it must be aten so smoothly. It must be either its merit.

Then, if we are reborn as our chance to take advantage of future our life, icecream is the best. It must never be iced state, must be softened state it as if being vanilla.

It must be melted so easily and so quickly, then seems to be so easy.

Icecream which is a kind of thing vanished so easily and in no pain is so really wonderful.

I want to be myself as if being so either, anytime, so really.

(Apr. 18th. 2019)