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Trash Blues

Since today, I had three days never having appreciated several poetries by any my blog watchers. However, another English blog of mine had so many watchers with the same content to former mentioned it.


Coz anytime I attempt to up the same masterpiece simultaneously to two different blogs, thus I can judge that one blog may have occupy my blog fan, but I always make two blogs parrarelled synchlonically, then my one blog’s fans may have been never so attracted by my poems. It must be so correct.


However, this dishonorable record would bever so bad to me.
Rather than what I anytime get a good result to be appreciared by appreciators, as well sometimes or for a while, never so many appreciators were absent or moreover nobody enters, in completely negligence either would be better, I can say either.


Because if I become to get only good result, for so long term, it means that prosperous days are neae the deadlock to me, rather not so good recorded days I have would be never so bad to me.


At the matter of fact, sometimes I can get wroung record, it means I need some rest and rethink how I should create my masterpieces from this time on, it must never be so worse matter to me, neither.


Eventually, so important truth is so kind of the best masterpiece is by itself is deadwend, but trash ones are never so, on the contrary of former examples.


In other words, trash must be accompanied with some possibility to bring it about to the better future, on the contrary of it, so completed works have no that reality.


From trash works, we can anytime anticipate the better jump in premonition, but the best masterpiece workings must be a omen to expect recreated never so good work, that means so paradoxically to us, by the way, how is its truth meant so mathematically ordered or so kind of statistically meant to us, either, you know.


Namely trash means that result is zero, but rather better works was to be anticipated to all appreciators, but the best masterpiece is at degree of result meant 1, but it’s completed thus, the possibility to bear something with it must never be anticipated by anybody, in other words, new possibility would be meant to be in a little far future.


But, even so bad condition never to be outputted better works would never be so worse.
Because, the people sometimes need some rest term in its chance, they should take a rest of their brain, inviting some blanc and feeling of empty mind, and restart their work again, there they could revise their own stance of their job.


Thus, no response or no good reaction, sometimes we need them either, even being neglected or igonored by anybody must be needed by creators, like me or us.


If those kind of tems we would never have, and just continue our own work, it must run for our unconscious disordery route or doing the reckeless driving to the cliff top or so.


Thus, why don’t we thank the reality that our own work was regarded as so cheaper trash or so either!


That kind of blanc term or chance we are obliged to have would be the chance to reset ourselves and make our own work revised so considerably, and soon after it, we could have been refreshed and make up with our minds to restart everything, you know.


(May. 5th., 8th. 2019)