What beloved ones have passed away, favorite things either, thus its absence makes me so empty-minded, for long term, even its feeling must be diffused.
Of course, the exceptional matter is either present, but it is not so often case to me.

Abandonment’s life is apt to do so even in a chance to meet something, and moreover that doing one must attempt to be so happy or fortune afterward making own miscatch never so meant.
But life in no abandonment is the idea that even unforgettable matter should never be deleted in withholding means never so empty, rather just it awakes us to be with our reason to live this life.

Abandonning life in never being so persistent and never abandoning life could never cross even a second.
They mutually ignore and just cross together never watching so carefuly mutually.

However, living itself seems to be so to anybody.

Even in so separated with far distanced mentally and physically, very rare case to meet again must never be none.
As long as for the one who does never abandon.

Abandonment in no hesitation must be back to back with persistent living behavior.
However, neither they must never crosse together forever.

There’s a case that parting to some beloved one makes another meeting as other precious one.
Of course, after separating or losing the one’s life must never be always in disappearing any memory along the time passing.

Parting and meeting some other one again both are an expected additional incident.
Possibly, even own death must be something despite of being a separating to myself.

Eventually, until the last moment, what occurs to each myself is unknown being so unpredictable.
We all are never be able to know everything around world-universe.

Life in chain with parting ones and coming ones next to next.
Death must never be either unknown whether it would be the real final thing to us or not.
Known things are unexpectedly never so, however seen so unknown things even can be what we’ve so fast be already known. Just we haven’t wanted to admit so.

Just if we are so honest so much, seen things are always so clearly evidenced to us, either.

I want to regard all partings and having absence of passing ones as precious either. Coz they are either so inevitable to me.

(May. 15th. 2019)