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Sea of Woman Part9 Womens’ Conspiracy⑤

Coz I was called by so accidentally the old woman who was staying at the same jazz club for getting my indentidied card, she was about 60 or 70 generation, when I tried to enter in the Chinese restarurant at noon time, I urged her to enter in the first and I either did.
We in the same restaurant saw that several women ate chinise food or standed by waiting the ordered nemue’s servings. And I injecting my eyeline to that old lady and mutually in consensus, we sat down the two tables joined position and checked menu’s content out for each other. Coz joined two table had each menu at a table, we shared two to one for me and one for her, syncholonically.


That time, we were surrounded by so emaegent situation, coz that restraurant was fallen into so loud noise with so tough shaking at the first time I thought its sound was outputting from TV set near ceiling for customers to look at news or so, but quickly I saw that was never that sound with TV, coz the room of the restaurant was simultaneously shaked so much for anyone colud be tangible to it soon, and some dirty dusts or smuts were falling from the soot smeared ceiling.
Then, rapidly that older woman,
“After a long time, so thirty years’ circulation again we witness, don’t we?”
Said to me so, looking at my face.
I was according to my age, thirty years ago I was alive as an adult person, thus I attempted to show my accord to her saying nodding to her.
But after a few while, afterward the strange stink gradually entered in that restaurant room and step by step it protruded to our nostril with unendurable distinctive reek for anybody there, with its fact I felt and knew so surely that it was the extraordinary matter to us with these strange smell which was as if being exploded several gunpouders or so was released around there.
Of course, I was awaked that it was some misle or so was bombed around that area unexpectedly so nearer than I expected, so soon.
Next moment, the cock of that restaurant middle aged man was putting the gas masks from his cooking room’s shelf to each customer one for each, previlusly he seemed to ready for emergency and said to all ones,
“Put on this and go out from this room. Never contact to the ground zero and if you can know the situation of train transporting, you might use it to your home soon.”
That his saying behavior was so accustomed so much in no disturbance, he must prepare them for that kind of time previously for long days, his proclamation was so effecteve for anybody in his restaurant.
I asked him,
“My ordering food would never be served anymore, wouldn’t it?”
Then, almost sixty years old explained me saying,
“Quickly police officers and military soldears are going to cordon off these areas, when you go out this room, you should obey the guidance by the police ofifcers or so you soon find out there, and if you do so, you’d be safeguarded with its saying,” saying so.


Then, I and that next older woman stood up beside these tables and stepped to the intrance automatic door, and when we did so, that old lady saying to that middle-aged Chinese cooking master,
“Hey, what we witness the bombing spot around here was after long thirty years or so, you know?”
After told so from her, that master with subtle smiling face said to her,
“It’s so correct what you said, those days that time we shared the spot of damaging to Shibuya ward district, it seemed to be so, I also can have that moment’s memory in deep inside of mind.” And in addition to it, he said to her, and any other customers at this restaurant who started to ready for going out there.
“Please take your maximal care of yourself in endangered situation, everybody here!”
Some ones in them were telling him,” Thank you for serving so good manue item.” And they simultaneously went out there.
At the spot of outside of the restaurant, I only could confirm that whitened smoked all around there murlkily unseen to look at everything around there, as if I was in foggy mists all around there, in that aspect, I tried to go forward on the street for a second, and forward I could be sure that woman police officer, of course only woman them was there necessarily, and I aimed in my stepping in misty road.
But at that moment, I could never be able to witness that older woman I was accompanied with at that restaurant, few second ago, she must have walked along me, looking all around there she was absent at least in range of my view that moment.
(to be continued)


(May. 27th. 2019)