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Sea of Woman Part11 Womens’ Conspiracy⑦

I was so noticed that that female military soldier was obviously distinct to general this world women wearing her uniform so neatly, after I wandered in the world, she was so slim but obviously different from any general women I could observe in the world I could feel so when she called me back from back of me, when I was remembering all women for comparing her at a moment.


In other words, including Sumire, this world has no men, only perfectly absence of men managed, any woman in the world were seen essentially different from any woman I watched at ex-my world as general globe, coz ex-my staying that world’s population must be half shared to men but this world is never so, any woman in the world was essentially another creature, I was know to it since the other day so long ago.


It must be so simple. Anybody has no contact to any guy with no exception. Thus, if I could see them just women, but they were all so neutral gender between man and woman.


Eventually, there had no any women who was seen with some trivial but so clear footprint to be hugged by guys, as housekeeping wives, nor professional prostitutes neither earning only with their body energy and did an expenditureof their body, in sexual intercourse, fundamentally both typed ones are perfectly absent at the world.


For example, even to me who was never so familiar with woman matter, as so normal middle aged man, women who has experienced of givng birth her child as midwife, or ones never married with anybody but so experienced of having sexual intercourse so much for example being a prostitute, all of them was so easily seen so as to be, coz they are usually make their partner guys’ penises insert her vagina, with some pleasured tangibility, and ther always are usually ready for inviting men in their behavior, necessarily they have hormone secreting balanced so naturally being womanish, even in the crowded commuter trains or so, by the way I always evaded that train using itself for never showing my erection accidentally bulked train makes me to touch mutual skins or so even with clothes, if my errection was discovered by any woman I would be into to risky desperate situation to me, sandwitched by plural women in rush hour as morning or evening, so it was the complete truth to me.
With its reason, I aways used the blanket blief at my underbody, that situation and readiness must be effective even if I get errection inner of my underwear, from outside I could have evaded their knowing that I am a man, thereby I always made my pants worn so fat tasted thickened readying o ly for the unconsiciously carelessly reection of me. That was so womanish, I thought so. Even if I was knowing surely of men’s absence but I always make me positioned at the train room to the corner, avoiding any contacting to women when I was using the commuter train.
At the matter of fact, it cound never to be said to so powerful with man hormone but simltaneusly so neutral gender tasted women are so many as 60%ones of them, never that typed ones were shared with metabolic syndromic ones as if so prolific female ones but sometimes I could witness the sexy nape women either, left 20%ones were so musled and manish women as if even I was misidentifying them as men.


When I waa called back by her, I quickly felt that I was seen through with my mistake showing her so unconsciously toward the police officer was never sure but that ,ilitary soldier was never miss to get something to me, with a guidance of female police officer when I was walking across the road,
“What do you ask me?”
After I confirmed her intention so, with questioning why she called me back, she
“Excuse me, today where did you go and where do you live? If you have national identity card, please offer me now?”
Said so.
I perspired so much at my anxiety to be disclosed my identification to be a man feeling so unpleasantly upset too much to stay there so composedly.


I was wondering if I could suppose that possibly military female soldiers were censoring the left male sex person as gender checking to control the society in no disorder, in division of role to the police officers in charge of general criminal case but soldiers were in charge of gender checking in controlling absence establishing to male gender vanishing, at the matter of fact after a week or so passed since I was entering in the world in addition to my reseaching to my usually using terminal I bought after I came into the world with internet.


I quicky offered my that day’s procedure informing to her showing the temporary card I was offered by the women at the jaz club accompanied building I was staying before noon at that day, these women was explaining to me that if I would show it to the public of formal spots, it could be helpful to me, before I will get formal national identification card I demanded them in never mailed to my whereabout as temoporary staying place to me, until coming of a week.


That moment was so what I now clearlyv must inform now.
When I tried to show it to her after looking back to her calling voice, to me who was spending the days of me in perfectly absence of men, that female soldier was so sexy seen to me so much with slim waistes and her wearing perfume or so suddenly stimulated my nostril, coz for a long time I was never seeing even my secret lover Sumire, coz my days were so busy at dealing with having the identification card or so,
or possibly she had another woman body fragrance so anirously stimulant to that time myself in addition to that my smart tnagiblity at my underbody was stimulated so suddenly in carelessness, my penis was vertically erecting after a long time, even with my fluffy fat tasted my pants, my erecting it was so outstandingly visible to her vigilant witnessing eyes, usually it ought to be invisible but that time was different.


Why my body was responding to that woman soldier, that one must be known to acme when she was having sexual intercourse with somebody possibly lesbian relation mutually, as soon as my brain momentarily imagined that their actions, coz she was so sexy thus I imagined the partner of her, so curiously to her daily life, my pants front part was escalating its bulk to be shown so easily to her either in so sharpening fastner angle baised so much with expaniding vertical my it.
That kind of experience was the first time for me since I was entering in that strange world in seeing her with my so curious eyes, actually.
Yes, that female soldier was only presence which was so sexy in all of female ones in that funny world as if the ex-my world’s normal sexy women were.


I attempted to make my smiling on my face only for making her consciousness with her eyelined to me stay away from my errcting fact at my underbody, so unnaturally awkwardly with my desperate concoction to her, but she vigilantly witnessed my unskillful behabior at that time so quickly as soon as my body changed, she seemed to see through my gender identity.
She at the moment watched its errection at my underbody so clearly to me seeing my eyes simultaneously,
“Possibly, you are truly!”
And sighed with gloaning voice so low to me, she tried to grasp my arms for practicing checking to me.


I impulsively trying to avoid her catching to me and I dashed to Shinjuku central entrance along the Koshu-Kaido core street and ran to there on prestrian crossing.


I for a second, was turning back to her standing position, as soon as I was doing so, she jumped up on the road just backward from me and soon kicked the back of my head.


I got so strong ache at the moment, at the moment I lost my consciousness, since the moment my memory was completely deleted on my brain so that state was remeined even now.


I seemed to be confied to the jail or some facilty of them, of course I was never known to the duration since my head kicked moment, still that time my headack was so strongly remained and I seemed to be waking up from feinted state.


Only that I was laid on a building’s room or so was known to that time me, after opening my eyes, with the aspect of ceiling with floarecent lights so really my memory was telling me even now.
(to be continued)


(Jun. 18th. 2019, first written in Japanese, translated to English, July. 7th. 2019)