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Sea of Woman Part12 Womens’ Conspiracy⑧

There, possibly seen to me so kind of lofting building with so high stair toll with ceiling making us see clearly air conditioning devises of this facility in addition to booth separated to each other, I was.
In fact, illumination was so brightened also to my position, at the matter of fact that building was never so instant temporary facility at least with so sturdy construction.


But just I was secured tied with something as if being in tortured condtion for prisoner to often used at operation at hospital’s operation table or so when we are obliged to put on for fMRI shootings or so.
In other words, I was canivalized to be a gunea pig for experiment from the society of this world as another one for me.


Since I woke up at this booth, no sound was heard to me about several hours. After I woke up there, one hour passed, my stomach felt so hungrily, suddenly I got back my ordinary normal response of my body after solving of fainted state to a call of physiological reaction.


But despite of that I shouted my voice as much as louder for needing help to me, no response was returned to me.
Only clock was seen over scarcely I was able to look back with an angle circumstance, minimally freely, but body whole parts was solidified to bind so tightly, a little left over my face and head, one clock was recognized at my view minimally on the wall of this building.
Not only around my thighs, but also around my kees, and waists were completely squeezed with private car or taxies setting seatbelt state something being distributed, but a little so weaker bound around stomach, but freedom to move my body was stolen.


After my waking up two hours passed, nobody came there, and no fool I could find, then in addition to that I had no chance to eat something in getting be so hungry, for interspersing my its stagger, I attempted to sleep so willingly, rather my hungriness blocked my sleeoiness in resistance. At last moreover two and three hours passed I could see after I took a glimpse to the clock hands.


By the way, when I wandered to this world, around there no man was present only woman existed, for the first time to be in that environment, I was so exited to that extraordinary situation, necessarily I attacked many women for just one object, but after days passed, I soon was known to that it was so risky according to escalating my knowledgeable quantity when I used this world library for reading for example world history books or so, only for several weeks, I completely abandoned my temptation to any woman in the world, not only it but also I made up my mind to pretend myself as if one of the manish women in the world as so many shared ones and was keeping that action restlessly.


But necessarily my physiological tanked situation called me a need to emit sometimes, coz I was a healthy adult man. Thus, I in several days intervale once masturbated by myself but necessarily that world had no pornographic images in society, I always imagined the past my experience or that kind’s pornographic animation I’d appreciated with my terminal or so.
If I did never so that thing, probably I was never having sure self-confidence to suppress my desire to getting horny looking at some vulgar women on the streets.


However, after taking it account of my idea about this world action, this world women were almost so unsexy even if they had an atmosphere so sexy at a glance seen so as first impression to me, really and actually in the world no love affair or marriage was none, completely absent in it, even if I try to challenge my seducing them for becoming my bed company, my feeling anytime I tried so withered soon, as if they were making me so, in other words, they were all seen sexy as shown impression to me, so only external membrane was beautifully and amorously, essentially perfectly different to its impression. I got to know it quickly after I entered in this world.


That thing could be applied to that my lover Sumire, feeling so sorry to her, but it was true, even after I had exact mutual steady relation to her as the sole partner for me at this world, my impression to her as so essential true impression on my mind was never changed, its atmosphere like a sand hugging together was completely different dimensioned to ex-my world women.


Eventually, I got to be into the feeling never so getting enough horny in starving woman’s body and I stayed away from the erotic and romatinc encounter craving emotion, so definitely.


Thereby, I even did never reach to the speculating moment why this world people was born to the society as a citizen, I had completely forgot that so important enigma to me originally being so essential proposition, not only it but also I’d anytime condentrated in pretending one of that world’s citizens as manish women.


But now that I was confined so forcibly to the lofting booth of some building, coz my pretention was disclosed so only fake, to women, by soldier, after a long absence of thinking that kind of enigma solution might have been allowed to me, since I was melted from fainted state my idea was filled with that thinking circulation at my brain for several hours.


Not only these matters but also specifically this world had a history that at so early times nuclear weapons was developed and invented than my ex-world history, gene physical technology for dealing with medical treatment than ours, either and I soon at the matter of fact reached to my conjecturing that clone technology had been utilized and they were produced with it, so I got an idea.


But even producing clone must be accompanied with a real life of human-beings so indispensably as an each original. Thus, these original real human-bengs had spent the secret privileged lives of them, since the man existence was eliminated being discerned to their any general citizens ‘ surving area, being so segregated perfectly privately and so secretly to citizens’ society itself.


Meanwhile, comparing ex-my world’s history, that world had nuclear wars completely differed from my ex-world’s pacifc ocean war with bombing two atomic bombs, with their tough aftermath, this world at so earlier modern ages already shifted to controlling and managing totalialism society from free Capitalism society, of course in this it, only women had reining and dictating power and practiced all over the world with only planned economic soveighrinty even with population problem solution, all of general citizens had been treated only so robot for rising the rate of production in society and they had been born as a clone, I had been easily imagining so as to be of this world, definitely.
All citizens were just only allotted as one of Go stones.


I was only imagining all kinds of these things in my brain, and so being ecstatically feeling with that its idea was never so fantastic to this world so plausible not only to me but also to the ex-my world citizens when I would explaine to them after I’d come back to my world.
This time suddenly to my confined booth made a sound, seemed to be with a door for the one entering into that booth. But that door was never be seen from my eyes identifying nobody entering in it, coz of my bound condition to operation table like thing in that booth.


(to be continued)


(July. 7th. 2019)