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Reason Part3

Reason we can easily remember something belongs to what we can be in an impressive noticed perceptive or tangible to some impulsive discovery so accidentally in momentary noticing.


It could be so constantly a little bit strange in an emotion to feel some unexpected incidents we’ve never seen ever, it must be at least anyway never so ordinary, seen not so normal nor habitual, with inexplainable element.
On the contrary, so natural and never rare thing, or necessary matters we often can watch, unless its impression when we do so is so extremely strong, for example color’s beauty, or atmosphere of the people so enjoyable so emotionally all these experiences are never be impressed on our own mind, we could never memorize or learn by heart so much, we can memorize so easily only at least a little bit extra-ordinary character or condition holding things, so wonderful or kinky, namely so exceptionally impressing something, so that kind of matter, incidental happening or so.


At the matter of fact, what we cannot forget for so long time, period is another thing.
For short period, we can often remember something so impressive, but if it is never so meant to the essence of own life, it could become the matter soon forgotten from our mind.
Thus, if some matter is so shockingly impressive, that content was just only so kinky or so trivially never so important we soon would forget it so completely.
Namely even if the shocking level was so strong, never so essential things would be forgotten gradually, its fact means so much for us, it tells something to us.
In long days, only so rare few things must become unforgettable thing, otherwise, we can say either that never forgettable things are all so important and even so unhappy and unpleasant things would have never be forgotten for so long time either to us, namely our consciousness unfortunately is never so only bright and optimistic, unexpectedly so persistent as if gunky oily materials on the bottom of our bathroom’s bathtubs.
Namely even so enjoyable things in happy life could become the matter to be forgotten gradually and the case that only so unpleasant matter would never have been forgotten either would be feasible in our life.
If it would be forgettable step by step, it would have no problem, but unexpectedly it’d never be so, that thing is so unsolved for all of us, traumatic matters are also so, in the same degree of pleasant moments’ memory, they are seldom disappear from our mind, if happier moments was durable in former life, but after passing those kind of days, left period of life would have been surrounded only by so unpleasant things, we must remember only that gloomy memory, all the time of our life, it is at a degree the absolute truth, and rather it is the absolute real our life for anyone.


But, for the present, once we should summarize this memory thing.


〇There’re several differentiated typed of memories to us, it’s true.


🔷One is so kinkily and extraordinarily rare experienced things’ memory, which could never be forgotten so soon, but after passing so enough longer days, easily forgotten after all, we could say so only after we’d really forget it perfectly. But this kind of things are probably never so meant to our private life so directly, but if it was involved with own life so deeply, it would never be forgotten so soon, we could say either.


🔷second is never so impressing but in passing long days after the memorized matter took place, nevertheless we usually forget it anytime but with some trivial moment or trigger so mentally, soon remembering thing is appearing in front of that time’s myself, that experience must be present for anybody. We exactly can admit that kind of unknown memory’s existence.
Probably it means so mentally and spiritually and that kind must be influenced by each different private memory before that remembered things happened and life history, so necessarily.
But it would be so privately undiscovered matter for the one who become often remembering it, after once forgetting days, but its content would be individually so different, never so impressive moment in all pasts matter would be on the contrary so impressive for another one, that case must exist.


At the matter of fact, even it is so shocking thing, it was never belonging to own matter for the one who can remember, we usually become forgetting it so gradually. That was first typed ones for us.
But if it was so connected with our own privacy or so, we could never have forgotten it so forever even so minute matter or precise content or aspect at the moment, and it would never be forgotten everlastingly. It evidences our selfish and cruel human character, so surely.


🔷Third is never remembering so often, but if we are suggested by other person or accidentally we meet or come across something but so subtle thing therefore usually we are always forgetting, but with some accidental perception to something in daily life we suddenly remember it, that thing must exist for anybody.
That kind of thing must never be forgotten for so long lifetime, nevertheless we usually do never remember. Completely forgotten usually and we can never remember with own effort but only with some accidental perception or heard words or so, soon remembered things are exactly shared in mind space so privately. At the matter of fact, we potentially memorize it so exactly, at a rate so unconsciously. But only with tiny trigger it so clearly resurrects to our memory. That triggering thing is some stimulus to our memory domain of our mind.


But possibly it might have been not complete episode memory, rather meaning memory’s element would be stronger to us so individually. For example, when we looked at it, soon we were imagining something or having some associative ideas or so, that time brain’s meaning memory works so much to us, probably.
That kind of memory has two origins to remember for us, one is episode as when, where, how, or so but another is content when we privately had an idea on our own mind.


Former explained and analyzed three typed each memory is so distinct to each other, first one is just only episode memory in impressive spot witnessing experiencing items, with so shocking spot’s aspect, but second one is essentially meant something for each one so privately in being connected with the one who remembers sometimes in usually forgetting days, but with some accidental perceptive acts we soon remember, thus it means so physically, different from second’s it in mentally associated remembering so decisively.


🔷Last one, as forth memory we can remember is what we do only after we are told or heard something by other one who is so close to us individually usually. Namely we can remember it if somebody except us can tell us so directly, that was probably the memory around the groups’ action or gatherings, thus it means so officially and formally never so privately or so individually, at the matte of fact it would be remembered just with the other one’s indication to it in explanation. Of course, we have that kind of experience when we are heard it from strangers or never pal or friend just passers-by or so, either. Thus, nevertheless we usually completely forget it but with some explanation or talk by the other one, we must remember it so soon, that typed ones are present for anybody.


But any typed memory must be memorized first and remembered according to physically, mentally, spiritually with each different so accidental external things we usually come across in the city or the gathering or meeting somebody, namely so accidental reason to make us remember exists so surely, thus this problem is so tough to explicate our mind mechanism so minutely.
At the matter of fact our daily life must be surrounded by so many complexed factors for memorizing and remembering. And necessarily all typed ones are always combined for some range or so, that reality moreover makes us analyze them so difficultly to us.
(to be continued)


(July. 24th. 2019)


Note; Last typed memory either would never be forgotten once indicated by other one, even if we were for a long period forgetting, that thing is so strangely mysterious to us, if we analyze the memory mechanism of ours.