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Another Form of Love / Sketch for my sexy other novels Part1

I’m model of photograph and animation, not soft sexy photo model, but hard it, with jobs for entertain many audience guys I accept either uncensored hard play with steady intercourse, masturbation or so.


As the matter of fact, I have steady boy friend whom I already was proposed and I was either in the same feeling showing him as a will of mutual marriage life, and he is programming engineer who lives in next city.
And he knows my job and mutually promised that if each one wanted to love another girl or woman, both must make that partner clear that we have a steady partner but sometimes both would have horny desire to have intercourse with stranger, as hobby, thus if that appearance as sex scene would be shot by own digital camera for afterward showing my partner mutually of course, my steady either to me, if that kind of kinky hobby would be accepted, first I admit that stranger guy’s propose to have a sex, and usually afterward of intercourse with another guy would be shown to own steady and appreciate together, of course I and him any shot animation, either, we eventually with that kind of hobby for a change, keeping up with mutual long duration of love, we’d set the initial setting mutually for our bright future, and of course, necessarily some guys are rejecting my proposal, my steady’s partners are also so, and some are accepting our proposal, and when we show each play to the partner, I’d like to watch his exciting change to be turned to hug me soon after that animation’s appreciation, it’s our foreplay together, his gradually shifting face with reddened cheeks and drooling lips, looking at his horny expression, I always seduce him to our bed.


He also tells me that he’d like to appreciate my job animation masterpieces with an intercourse with actor playing a role of photographer or so.

We are often appreciating my animation with PC in my room or his room and getting assured of gradually turned erecting his cock in horniness, he tries to put it out of his pants descending with his zipper, and I always suck his soon.
He truly loves to appreciate my fucked appearance in my job you-tube animation with hardened actor’s cock’s piston movement excites my G-spot and these all sequel watching moreover makes him love so sweet, he always confesses so to me, of course my appreciation to his playing with a woman I don’t know is the same to me, I gradually excite and mutually we both are more pleased with intoxication of our sex than a chance to have intercourse we’ve never show that appearance to each other.


He loves to observe that I was inserted by another man and I either love to do so him with another unknown woman, but I don’t have any self confidence to my hands, thus if I was confirming more sexy and resiliently light and smart moving hand in his animation, I anytime have so stronger jealousy to that woman, coz very well flexed and thin sexy finger woman’s hand technic must rejoice him and I easily can know it in his animation.


But I would never tell it to him also from now on, he must have so similar feeling to me when he appreciates my animation with intercourse appearance with another guy.


I have so close ex-colleague who is woman but lesbian of course she knows I am never so, just straight, thus I love her in her support to my job finding coz she worked at company I also worked before I became hard uncensored model, and she introduced me human network for getting new job for me, and I had gratitude to her so much, I advocated her activity when she plans to have a gathering for claiming the company or local community never make people around her or same circumstanced ones as her pals discriminate or infringe their right with work or daily scenes in community about so diverse meaning, I always support her ideology of her acting for getting assured natural right to be seen as general citizen.


But I do never have truly so sympathy to her propensity coz I am perfectly straight, then I officially sympathize her ideology and her social idea.
I can understand her position and circumstance, but it is according to my conscientious emotion, never empathy to her mind and position, of course I usually try never to show my true mind to her particularly when I cooperate with her activity, with these chances I got many her friend also LGBT, but I don’t have any deepened empathy to them from bottom of my heart, coz I’m just straight and I only understand their social circumstance only in my reason, and I am never thinking of it so bad thing to me, just I do never tell it to them, with my kindness.
(to be continued)


(Aug. 23 th. first noting suggestion was done at July 14th. 2019)