In life, there’s nothing except jumping the gun.
If someone always only prepare for the true stage performance only in rehearsal, that one must never get it in his future forevermore.
Loving emotion to somebody, marriage, or playing something, any matters and things, events anything is just only the true stage performance when anyone can have a chance, for jumping at the chance as the sole.

Perpetual readying ones have nothing to have a chance to produce something.
Because only readying for something is always the thing anybody is evaluating for the time being officially, but anytime true performance is the thing both not only evaluated but also coriticezed by anybody and both so liked, loved and also so hated, so disgusted either, consistently.

Anytime perpetually, the world has been ready for not only advocates but also skepticists either, in tempted something, both participating one and perfectly denying one must exist either.

Thus, doing something surely means that making both afirmers and deniers simultaneously, if we prepare anything constantly, if we don’t do anything but it, we anybody could be regarded as the one who would do nothing but readying for something just only rehearsal.
Then, even if any preparation was absent and if someone does something and it would go so well, only that one must be regarded as the one who did something.
Of course, it must be applied to the successful case in anything.
And moreover, that thing going so well even is never for all ones in the world, just only for the partial ones in the world.

Thus, all about our life is always approacnhing or attaching to sudden meeting as bolt from blue, and at each chance we for the time being deal with it, after all what we do means that anytime is on the road of process of something never be finished and any dealing or disposal is consistently just haphazard or blid choice or only something so never deliberated too much in any involvement to us.

Being alive itself is both in ceasing anything and switching in directing, must depend only on makeshift decision then if we are only in hoping to the future being craving for doing something, what we could get true as coming true of our hole seldom comes to us in only so accidentally miracle like coincidence.

Being alive surviving in the world means never hoping to do something, meaning only constantly doing something just at each now, and even if the failure is the neck blocking us to do so, anyway doing something exclusing its hesitation, just only trying something for the present is only left to us.
Otherwise, we have nothing but it.

Eventually, we can predict that if at some chance, opportunity, or fortune, we do never anything, the those must never come again.
Life is short.
Thus, there you, and you ladies and gentlemen, there is never any fortune to select so slowly for you at any now.
Coz, in your slow selecting or hesitating, time itself must pass to any absent yonder to each now.

(Jan. 12th. 2019)