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Regeneration by You!

Only meeting you told me meaning in life as being alive.


Since I met you, any other supreme meeting I had became what I’d done away with ever in my lifespan of the past.


Anything but meeting you seen so cheaper to me, still now so, no longer to be switched of its feeling anymore!


With meeting you, any other thing has become withered never be noticed again to me.


When I’m in you, I dare to get alternative even dying at you could never be anything. I’d rather select even dying in you!


To me, already even death means nothing to be scared, coz dying in once in you means I resurrect to be another life, for getting union to you, I’d dare to lose anything, I want nothing but it, still now and never yet I got felicity to lose anything but it.


I’d dare to lose all things but meeting you, since I knew it, I’ve got true reason to live and be alive anytime, that must be meeting you, with only what I have the time with you, no other hard or tough thing must exist, if so painful thing comes to me, even it must be joy coz I’m in you.


I’d made up my mind to die for you, no other matter but it exists, you are the destiny to me forever.


I’ve got knowing, meeting you made me have any determination, for having union to you, I’d dare to lose everything and fight against everything ever to be killed by anyone blocking our meeting.


And only that must be truly meant meeting to me, I must have been born only to meet you, once, only that must be my meaning to be born and alive still now, you!


And I die only for you. Though it’d have no regret nor dissatisfaction in splendid joy I’d never have doubt to it, forevermore until I’d die, never yet after I’d die.


Thank you very much to appear in front of me of you!
With meeting you, I’ve met everything in it all my life had been opened to infinite space and time.


Everything had been switched to another, words all must be altered to be in another meaning I met you, only it must be so absolute, other all I’ve believed so precious must have become nothing to be awoken so trivial, and those must have existed only for making me understand only meeting you is the absolutely sole meaning for surviving my life!


So, when I die in you, I feel the sole heaven in all life for me.
And coz of you being, I could regenerate my life again, even after extreme exhaustion any numbers of times.


My daily recovery depends on only you, from day to day, it’s my life with you!


(Mar. 20, 21st. 2020)