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Song is Heavy, Each of Us, Each Feeling, but it’s Okay!

When we take medicine at some part, we have ache, but it is not only healing us effectively but also makes us sick with it.


Medicine is effective to my stomach, but either we break our belly with it so often.


Song is the same. It heals us mentally and spiritually, but either harms our heart or mind, thus song is so heavy.


Food is thing which we are taking too much our stomach hangout, otherwise takes us bellyache. Song is the same.


We can get sick with songs tone, lyrics, and melody.


Thereby, song is dangerous, it cures our mind but simultaneously, it’s poisonous either, of course poetry is the same. Although, eventually we need it, too.


Idea, education, custom, habit, ideal, all things are the same, these all so danger, with meeting somebody either.


All are medicine and poison.
Although, we need them either. That is us.


Then, a song which heals my mind, cures my heart, simultaneously injures other ones’ them of course occasionally mine either.
Another song heals that one, but harms my spirit on the contrary, that thing is never rare. That thing is so comical but at the same time, so spooky.
Thereby, mind’s gap is so funny, strange, and so nasty to us, anytime.


Song is so light for the one who can sympathize it, but at the same time it is so heavy for the one who can never do so.


Not only it but also, in me, the same person’s one song is so curable, simultaneously incurable at another moment, usually listening one song is almost curable, but another one is even so harmful even to me. One other person’s impression could be reversible to me all around one person’s songs.


Poems, novels, movies, politics, economy, etc., all are the same. Religion, science, nutrition, and our civilization.
Coz we all are Angels and Satan.
Mind Angel, heart Angel is either mind Satan, heart Satan.


Angel song is either Satan song.


All things are so ambiguous and so ambivalent.


Spiritually courage’s being so means either violent, so outrageously dangerous to other ones. That’s our world reality as irresistible truth as human.
And it has no solution, probably it’s either the absolute truth for us, as somewhat we could never change.


Peace needs war, war needs peace.
Very sadly, but it’s truth probably we can never change, coz we are never God.


Then, we can say, good song is so light but just coz of it, either so heavy, at another dimension.


Our mind monitoring and regarding sensor itself is on drifting in the air or trend mode and our own emotion.


Words are from the beginning either so.
Words are light and heavy, easy but tough.


Probably, very cynically and ironically there must never be the words which has curing to all ones in world. Very sadly, also that thing might have been our truth, but we must look at it so honestly too in all things means double-edged sword, but just coz of it, why don’t we buff our mind gap together!


(Mar. 22nd., 26th. 2020)