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All Things could Never be Actually Uncertain, could They?

If now virus issue is appearing to someone’s mind, is it so unhappy thing? Otherwise, is it so sorry thing? If the one has some so expectably longing schedule or something in the one’s future, this virus assault to us is just evil either to the one, but fundamentally, nobody can answer its question, coz anyone’s mind is so personal thus all of emotional things could never be checked by anybody beyond each one’s privacy and personal human right.


Contrary, it is possible to say, even in this so critically tough situation, other personal thing to somebody would be what the one loses love to somebody unfortunately in mind gap or so accidentally although mutually they had understood to each other as precious relation, or the other one accidentally unfortunately has passed away from worldly world for us, and left one is just alone in sadness to farewell to beloved one, even in so sad feeling held by the left one, this so tough endangered situation of us tested by Lord, the left one could desperately make an effort to survive only the one’s life, even his or her personal sadness could be eased at rather so severely tough this now publicly jeopardized virus crisis eases his or her bereaved sad emotion in busyness to take care of never being infected by virus in surviving the one or not?


Any question could be possible, and any answer could be possible either to anyone!


Coz we all must have mission to survive us by ourselves even in sadness to lose so preciously beloved one’s life!


All things could never be seen so clearly, even toward what we have an idea that is so easy to understand coz all things have contrary side of truth, and we could never see both things so clearly and so evenly!
If sadness could be outstanding remarkably, pessimistic emotion comes up to our mind, but if our truly endangered crisis would be solved, at the moment we’d get ease and feel so joy even with bereaved fact of us in bottom of mind, coz momentary ease is melting our own tension of mind and anxiety. At the fact, we all are so simple animal and selfish surviving creature and we could never deny its absolute factual truth!


All things could never be seen so clearly, essentially.
Adding it, we have no room to estimate what our seen so certain truth so objectively although afterward in introspective and reflective reminiscence we can have so objective view to it, and though we can need to estimate us so nihilistic, coz all what we can is consistently reacting each now’s providing things in no doing us any hesitating to them all!


I either want to be distanced to now so tough virus issue, but I neither can do so easily, together to you too, that’s absolutely true toward me either!


We at a view, all are just small leaf on stormy waves assault us disconnectedly in darkness of black night never ceasing in laughing us so ironically!


Darkened night does never provide us our mind room to be sad to something, that is so pitiless to anybody!
But sad thing, joyful thing or any kind of emotional reaction are unseen to us as their true identity, especially in regarding them as being fixed defined fact, of course these things could never be just only relative item in our mind, these are each so clear, but next to next, so heavy unavoidable testing must shadow all of us, that is either so true!


In conclusion, that reality could never take us any clear conviction to believe in each occasional disposal nor so reasonable judging, thus we are all in wondering about just only looking for searchlight for lighting our opened exit from this darkened situation making our mind dazzled in misty maze!
But at someplace else of our mind, we absolutely believe in own way to be in no having doubt toward clearly brightened future for all of us, either, to only it, I want to regard it as so small opportunity, from bottom of my heart now!
(Apr. 12, 13th. 2020)