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Midair Explosion in Meeting

Time could never be assessed by anything, as itself in reason could be criticized by anything, thus all our acts are in only absolute submission to time’s going on as never resting, nothing except it would never be possible.


Only one mistake invalidates all wonderful achievement on the contrary even the most evil-minded acting one’s power could be adopted to emergency.


Evil seeds seem to be floating everywhere, and genuinely though all these trustworthy things could be overturned so easily. And eventually just only what we all are opportunists could be proved.


Time, are you truly omnipotent Lord?
Possibly even what you did never do must exist, coz you take so long time to be passed, you can only step just bit by bit, what you could never do is leaping over any span nor jump beyond duration. Tough, who can allege that only you are omnipotent?


Oh, you just a devil, aren’t you?


If one of them was right, how could have our believing God to us?


Is He our sided one, or not?


We just so selfish and from it so small world, we’d never free from it forever, perhaps. It’s sorry fact, but no way to solve it either to me, so far.


Looking over skies, opened landscape or so seems to be just ordinary, possibly only we are just only incomplete deformed mutant, aren’t we?
Just we’d never be noticed to it, it’s all, only it might have been the truth!


Certainly, all orders are dissolved to each tiny piece everything, to us now.
But presumably even it could never so worse to us.


What has our making civilization been to us? And to being itself?


World itself must never be disturbed nor shaken to this crisis for us, it’s so certainly. Being itself and its each realized momentary arbitrary reality, is it possible these relationship or mutual relevance or utterly irrelevant things together? Probably both would be correct to be so, moreover incorrect to be so.


Eventually, in terms of our presence, in terms of our presence, all ideally dealt ways could be ruined, thus, as far as concerned to our own act, only irresponsibly anarchy, indifferent, only selfish, but for the one who practices or sort of executes, it could be only so justice and fare to anybody or absolute correct, but seems so opportunistic, it could be authorized so ironically, and paradoxically, but at this aspect, even strange paradox could be seen so natural or sort of necessary to us.


All minutely made things could be exploded in midair so easily, but possibly only our idea which could make us rest in upset situation being obliged to do, and update in needed to be hastening it done for us dutifully, of course all these trials are aimed never to be exploded by anything of us in our society, even with virus or any sort of natural disaster, of course at each occasion so many victims are outputted, though anything of us could never be lost so easily, it’s just truth either, even that miserable things surrounding us so much consistently could provide us undiscovered another somewhat, only it might have been absolute truth, haven’t it? But we have nothing of any choice to enjoy its reality but it, wen could say it either, you know!


Around out future, only nothing could be held in mind, only no expectation nor presumably presumption of these negative but simultaneously so absurdly comical and funny could be possible in no choice to anybody in world.


In spite of it, we could never abandon own emotion with hope to the future of us, and wish to be happy and go to heaven in peace of mind and everlastingly spending easy days in paradise, we want never losing any happiness and jive at dancing together, although now we cannot do it, and either each momentary satisfaction even we know it so temporarily just with few second, but that desire either must never be denied to us, in life and mind, eventually because or to say, necessarily we want never having regret neither, from bottom of our own heart, just as to say finally, all we need is doing as we want even after all ends only failure, having trial again to the future, coz only future is still left to us, even these things would be better than doing nothing, so finally our mind needs only its satisfaction even at the last moment to go to another world in bed or so.
(Apr. 16, 18th. 2020)


Memo: Only our mind explosion could be the truth to us universally, coz we are never in arbitrating which must be correct or false, in highly positioned somewhat, just I wish never having of us whole collapse of medicine and infectious damaging to them who engage in all necessary curing duty, necessarily to all religion concerned ones, politicians, bureaucrats, scientists and police officer, military soldiers and company employees who could never leave their work never personally quarantining them by themselves for their mission!