When you had arms on your hand, your way to survive had been set so particularly．Any sort of extremely convenient tools against natural selection, afterward eventually had evidenced that you must presume your future you’d never survive as the same span since you had arms to now this time, to span from now on to the future of us to the last days for us.

You’ve destructed so precious environment of nature, that continuous act of you must have come up to your surviving crisis you’d never easily escape from, just inviting threatening of virus unnecessarily.

You are certainly wiser as you see you by yourself and it could be so right never be false, and you honestly have had your missions done until  nowadays, but somewhat you’d never presume must have had done to the earth!
You are superior than any other spice either it must be truth, but simultaneously you’d spent so gigantic energy so unnecessarily, either it must never be false.

Though, you have either so selfish idea on your minds, together with your fellows and families in wishing only surviving you and restricted beloved ones for you. Only each individual one has own arbitrary and own idea coz nothing could be possible but its doing, you’ve never found another so ideal way to survive you yet.

Although, you talk too much at so small space in buildings and so much like to gather at the same stadium with own seat, but only you have an ability to come together with other all fellows, occasionally you do even the conflict in same country and either war between hostile country or allies. That thing is so funny and strange, but any other specie could never mimic it, e.g. plants or insects or so. Birds are getting together at one field but immediately they dispersed except the winter or so for immigration for needing food.

But, very ironically, your all effort in coming together must have invited your so serious survival crisis too!

Eventually, you are too smart to know that own instinctive trait of you then in conclusion you are apt to jump so overwhelmingly than necessity to your pictured splendid glorious future for all of you, eventually your effort in surviving to survive you forever must cause your surviving crisis either, though you know your irresistible destiny by yourself but you just get stuck or sort of somewhat deadlocked mind of you now!
If now situation would be durable in no ceasing, in conclusion your future must be described by Lord or Angels in heaven at further future you were too smart to survive yourself so paradoxically, coz so many philosophers are existing either at heaven, they must lend their wisdom to Lord and Angels flying around Him.

Really you would be in your situated destiny never to survive for so long eras in the earth for you!
The earth for you either is it for virus, or all creature and gems your body is holding either as much as all the other creature!

Your ancestors already actually had been noticed and discovered your all welcoming so tough future and invent the method to heal your stumbled and depressed mentality in singing song tunes or listening to them so easily on your room alone when all of you could never sing together outside of your residence, coz anybody of you must be noticed to that you’d be someday in never so far future, exterminated by your extremely wise ideas and executing power, then you unconsciously whimsically listen to Billie singing lyrical tunes alone for healing your essentially serious anxiety to your future indwelling on your mind!

Presumably, that thing is your singing and listening in ease of you in daily your life! Your habit must be reflected your future last days destiny either!
So miserably, but we have no alternative but enjoying them together through internet or just alone for each one!

Coz you are the sole creature to know another day all individual of you die in no exceptional privillage given to each one even when you are almost at never so older ages!
For what we should die? For what we can die, anybody has that sort of question on each mind. Of course, I don’t want to have the last moment as Mishima had ever in Linear Archipelago country, but only the one thing we could choose as actual physical truth is how we can die, and where to die, and even so ethically evil-minded but actually when to die so intentionally.
All these just too pessimistic and negative presumption or sort of nihilistic supposition but any each individual is obliged to face its question, that must be one of your destined matters you’d never evade sooner or later!

(Apr. 18th. 2020)

Memo: Sometimes either I want to have only black humor or gag, or sort of violent anarchy imagination in paradoxical parody now, coz if that taste must never be done by myself, I would never endure all these self-confined days of me either!