After spontaneous staying home, for perchasing necessary commodities, I went out from my condominium residence, walking down the main street to downtown to station to my neighbor next station of private company train, after bying them, I've ever frequently walked, one concrete building back side was burnt with ever staying homeless people's tents smeared sooted and burnt, even that usually shadowed parts was beamed with evening-grow impressing these spots and contrais crossed in right-angled state, these seemed adjourning Air-force base belonging air-crafts or so, that clearly transperently blue skies and dirty corners of downtown in cotrust attracted my view in walking moments.

Towns must be frequently changed with many circumstanced shifting, but my mind is either anytime switching mode in mobilizing my body.

When I was taking early dinner after shopping at casual restaurant, any customer's wearing masks and took mutual distance, occasionaly two women facing to each other over the table, but almost ones came there alone.

Going way was in bus, way of coming back home was in train, any customer was taking distance mutually, that aspect, I was already accostomed to, at early terms of declaration of not going out from home by government nationally and municipally together.

Any kind of shop or bar was shielding transperent vinyl between customers and employees, that landscape has gotten to be fed up with to me, but for so long period, we could never free from these kinky condition to secure us spontaneusly.

If emergency declaratiin was released by political top ones, so many citizens would never lessen their own tension, but at least to all children and younger generation ones, I felt so sorry thinking of their supressed moving and gathering in freedom, older ones with me are never so suffering from this crisis.

These days' situation makes authors with me in writing change the stance as motivated mind, that so necessary switching must be either our own actuation to us in mind.

But, simultaneously almost citizenz are even now synchlonically judging own act and behavior, that order moreover makes us conscious to emergency, but even in these conditioned state, we each can have personally own freedom, that must be restricted with virus danger and its nervous mentality, though not only my country patients but also foreign country's them are coming out of their hospital, heard in news reports or so, with reflecting mind either I want to crap my hands for celebrating them, that emotion must be shared to  all over the world. 

That thing is so exceptionally positive truth, we could share together beyond borders. 
This thing should last for all human I autonomously wish that thing for human future, if we could do so well, our globe could survive with our own power, that mind craving must be so universally common idea, I want to believe so, that must be so naturally accompanying feeling. 

Though my tension either would be kept durably for never shortened term, that expectation could be true, I either can have mind like that, but even it must never be so exceptuonally owned to me, that carefully distanced situation rather makes us join together in mind, I occasionaly had that view simultaneously recently, only after emergent declaration was proclaimed in nation, but that exceptional situation is so strange, and it may have all of us in this globe so altered by ourselves, that idea is gradually generated either in my mind, how is you about it?
(May. 14th. 2020)