Recently I feel there’re few pigeons around there, is it just my illusion?
But surely than the other days, there’re so fewer, surely, I feel.

I don’t mean the reason generally spoken as the symbol of peace in anxiety.
But so stark, who decided it as the emblem of peace?
Why must we obey the decided something, so honestly?

From the beginning, if we admit just only the society only by which any abandonment to the sure precious hope we can first meet the good income, that society is so wonderful, how can we say so?
If we think that anybody is enduring anything so desperately, is it so wonderful situation or condition to us?

Craws are so angrily excited at the term of raising to their children, often they attack the people’s heads, on the road.
But what is more so painful experience to our top of the head except it?

We can understand that they are also so desperate to survive, but we cannot help but wishing more craws are clever than the given state of them how they can discern true enemy and not so, as intellectuality.

Haiku poet is so short.
Then if we can express something of world matter as so important only with one Haiku poet, the author may have never been able to express the all things about the world.
Therefore, they only can do it with Haiku Poem anthology, so totally.
Eventually, long poem writing and showing the anthology of Haiku Poem is never so different in no bigger distanced to each other, fundamentally.

It must be the absolute truth that no one can understand why we show our own private opinion, or want to communicate with around it, just only so simple matter’s reason in predication.
If we know it so perfectly, we would have never been so wishfully in hope to deliver some message to some other persons and hope to know their impression or honest response.

Either winter birds in migration must be truly so lonely.
Craws, pigeons gadding about for looking for the foods, are all so lonely, absolutely.
But really the loneliness is so diverse not only them but also us as human-beings, it must be so, surely.
The so many ones who abandon all of deviated ones from the group, and never contact them, in rigorous habit, but if they are never so remorseful, if they are never resistrative mind to any discrimination, never that kind of typed ones are never so few than we imagine, they do never say about it, and moreover, some are trying to be obedient to the one who makes anyone who cannot make groups out from their own group thoroughout, if they had never any question to their custom, but never the kind of ones would absolutely be in disgustingly hateful emotion to be each myself, if they continue to keep up with lazy custom to discriminate the other awkward ones never be grouped.

Birds, insects, stray cats, huma-beings are in never so distanced relation to each other.

Loneliness is so diverse.
But essentially being lonely means nothing about isolated state of living, nor so kind of matter.
Coz, the ones gathering has also the lonely feeling ones as never so few numbers.
Just they are only clamming up according to the unwritten law to express everything so candidly.
However why they obey its strange custom is never so unssen to them either from bottom of their heart.

Yes, we can conclude, that is our true aspect of our survival, in other words, if we just obey the rule which has no question as to be so necessary to anyone, we would never be so anxious in peace of mind, but simultaneously so only obedient and honest in life means so bored, they must never be satisfied with any surviving meaning.

Is it so?
Solitude, isonation’s meaning, or why we want to communicate with the other one, why we must do so, if we know all of these reasons, namely if we know the reason why we do so naturally to anything, and we must never be so anxious toward the tomorrow matter how we should do.

Yes, we are all so, then we are all isolated, in solitude, we can predict so.
But if we have excessively many things which we soon do but in no reason we can naver know so truly, it means never so healthy to anyone.
It’s not all.

After all, so ambiguous things are the things we should explicate and make ourselves so understood to our own mind, and restart something important to us, it would be a truth to us, either.

And sometimes we might introspect what we’ve done before in our honest measuring to our own doings and thinkings, how we can evaluate each own thing of them, really, you know.

Coz, if we do so and something so obvious reason we could see, even if we cound never explicate everything, in knowing some sure reason to do so of us and daring never to say anything, when we must endre so severely tough isolation, we would be able to stand and put up with everything toward the situation, wouldn’t we, is that right?
Yes, we can know perhaps so many meanings to cause us a solitude, sometimes we would absolutely understand the reason to them.
If we do so well about them, the lives or human mind never rescued but if we have some of them, it could have been done, that kind of them must be rescued in our future, just next time to us, you know.

(Feb. 19th. 2019)

Memo; In Japan, ten years girl was bullied and dead of her parents’ domestic violence and the Civil service did never rescue her life despite of the omen of her parents seen to them, its private incident was so bigger topic, and also I have a similar experience in the groups, then I wanted to write it down. _ Junchansan, Feb. 19th 2019.