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I Need No Circlar Orbit

Circle's orbit must return to starting point.
Thus, I do not need that track.
I just accept only going so straightforwardly on straight line and that line would stop someday, and it's okay.


I hate my future to rerturn to starting point. 
I need not even to have memory in absorption, that is almost negative narciss.
Because being alive in surviving everything must mean throwing all past away. Even seing landscape is no more same it again. 


To all encounter to person, job or anything, anytime meeting for the first time, until the moment to die as the last of my life, what I'll see only first meeting, never seing again anything, only it'd be alright.


As if I will not be able to write the same poem ever I wrote, I'll do it anytime never like I've written again, everything.


As much as possible, just straight line's proceeding, I want, but either curbed line would be no problem, but never returning to startingpoint is minimal condition to me, even if it'd never be precise straight line. 


Meeting some, parting another, giving some up, forgetting them in having another meeting, everyday reborn to be in new life, that'd be the best! I need nothing but it.


(July. 7.8th. 2020)