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Mind Kindles Heart

I used to have days with habit to look for only mind ginger ale, beer, coke, but since some days, I began to do mildly warmer mind soup, after I'd lost you, I continued to look for your fantasy.


But now I'm changing my heart coz I gave up my trip to look for only fantasy. 


Now just I can look at everything so clearly, without illusion on my mind.


I want true trip to get true loving thing, just now.


Hey, Love Angels, please keep me conscious to watch true thing, just now.


I didn't ask you anything, ever.
But now I feel my heartbeat so kindled with my hope to the future.


It was so good to know you, when I lost my loving emotion.


If I can get new heart regained so much, my walking goast town would cross my heart welcoming this Chistmas as holly night.


Mind tublar whistle must call heart's palpitation, in shyness turned to corrage to be with true loving days with someone, at this moment, to make sure of it, I'd love the one forevermore.


Mind kindles heart, then my mind and heart make an accord.


I'll wait for you, at a station, if I met you there. I'll wait for a grocery store, if I spoke to you there.


My heart doesn't hate injured emotion anymore, coz I'll be able to survive everything from nowadays on, then I already have put my sword back to deep inside of my mind, coz I need no jealousy, nor recentmant.


When I'll see you again, that time's background songs I wonder if I'll choose Billy Joel or Billie Eilish. That place would be Italian restaurant, or pub After the Party's Over.


Mind kindles heart, then my mind and heart make escourt.


I'll hear your sensation, if I got near your heart, I'll save it from stormy chop, if I slope to you, there.


My mind doesn't hate pleasured vibration anymore, coz I'll be able to survive everything from that moment on, then I already have put my boat to deep inside of mind, coz I need no more flattery nor atonement. 


When I see you, again, that time's background songs I wonder if I'll choose, Billy Joel or Billie Eilish. That place would be Allentown bar or club All Good Girls Go to Hell.


My mind can rekindle my heart, that state will have no need of anxiety,  coz you'd make me true lover to you!


And at the moment Josiah in heaven would meet Ossian in big land, that time's light would rekindle my heart and my mind would get ease, and my heartbeat would lull.


(July. 19th. 2020)