We all are never surviving own life according to sheduled time table so minutely, that thing is so partial, fundamentally our lifetime has no essential schedule. It mudt be each momentary arbitrary coordination to all for the present set things.

In other words, scheduling thing as act for us is anytime so elemental, then each time has universally rapidly changing capacity in mind.
Anyway, we don't regard it as the most crucially important. 
Because we essentially for meeting our happy life, we don't spend all our time in life only for scheduling.

Then, consequently, we all are consistently looking for the best timing in occasional mode, that intuitive perceiving must be very out of the blue, so constantly, and not perfectly planned, just improvisation.

That nature must be very fructuated biverating thing, as if men acts Capoeira anytime reacting accompanying makeshiflt partner's momentary move.

Sexually intriguing seduced, set on by the other one so impulsively would be a surviving struggle mutually bargain using the best effective tactics together.

Love means battlefield's survival in human mind field, greedy demanding acme reminiscently regaining, and libido in intending preying on each other, that outrageous greed must rekindle potentially stocked eros energy, together.

Then all moments filled with hard intercourse means destructive turn to gambling sprinting on the road of our love.

It dares to accept all self sacrificing feeding on together, in anarcily proceeding time shifting as surfing it in no taking the result of it into account of our mind.

Every chance to copulate must be stinging to each other, it is equal to what only Narcisus and Sado-masochism could provide us in ecstacy.

Ecstatic discharging time must provide us hard exhaustion and consumptive energy worn-out state, but there must be presnt the fruitful advance in life only through that process, and for meeting and getting, our mind, body and heart must be readied for us, only it must never be false.

(to be continued)

(Sep. 12th. 2020)