Anyime I want to be with as my best friend to know all, but anytime you are slipping away from my mind, as if my early morning on bed seducing good suggestion in half sleeping half awakening, it's you, you tease me so much, though you once enrapture me together with your setting on me so capriciously.

The most valuable thing could be absent from my mind I can get ease in taking me to the object, like a nearmiss, eventually I'm anytime like a rolling stone on the slope, confused go back to the starting point.

Then, at last my heart decided to delete my cloud nine to meet you, when you set on me to your the best field I usually can never know, then I try to get my all mission dealt so noemally, but after all I only catch the feeling only cheaper fruit could be left to me, so I after all can know that very rarely half sleeping half wakening early morning suggestion by my ears could get the best fruit.

If I want to get it anytime, you must neglect me, showing only officially and indifferently cold hearted attitude to me, but if I give you up throughout you must wipe your footprint out to be present by me soon, after all I decided to wait for your coming even not so ovbious seduction.

All the world way to be for us must be just the similar not having so serious gap, just a way to appear in front of us anytime is so distinct, just only that regulation seems to be present on us, you know.

Nevertheless, if I wait for your advent, as if photographer at shooting wild bird in bird watching cabin, you must tease me again and again, at last I try to have my mission finished and go home, you instantly make your advent showing me your rarely taking expresion.

How you are so teasing me anytime, though I can never give up my reacting to your that seducing to me, forevermore.

Oh, my God, please let me go anywhere I can select arbitrarily wherrever I want to roam, but either you could never free me to anywhere.
In conclusion, I would be stuffed into no exit deliberating and occasionally getting a moment to meditate anything around my lifetime doing and meeting.

That cycle is nothing but only tough agony as tortured as Sisyphus, lifting so heavy stone to the hilltop, but just after lifting it up, abruptly that stone is falling down to the bottom of ravine, glen or canyon.

My everyday is after all constatly drifting and flating on my best effort and my subtle senibility to catch something so useful, but slips away from my arms, so immediately, just I look up to the skies and wish that moment's reunion.

Thus, just you should be satisfied with only normally never so bad thing, if somebody takes that words for me, but absolutely I would never be even with so small content even only on a blink to that thing you know.

Consequently, my never ceasing no destination imaginary time trip must have a start again.
My brain, mind and heart in hard struggle occasionally makes a big sound by my ears again and again, but your fickle seduction embarrases me so much whenever you show me your posture.

Although, eventually I just notice that I could never be let go to anywhere I just want to hang around when you catch me, so I want to catch you as Ilike, really just you whimsically catch me anytime so lightly, only the truth must come to me in wandering everyday in my life.

(Sep. 17th. 2020)