I'm afraid of night coming. My mind sometimes cries so at very tired midnight.

World is overshadowed with very many seductive things, then though I try to be sane so much never making any evils approach, my mind could nearly lose self-confidence, coz satanic whisper sometimes provides me so enchanting egging on, that instigating sweetened voice makes me so squashy to be attached to my bedroom floor, please do never incite Satan to incite me to the blackened night!

Beauty may be a chance in originating in hell's gatekeeper's gift to me.

After doing my mission, occasionally I'm feeling enormously remote impression from ordinary it as my work I would be attracted by that satanic distraction, only for getting momentary ease.

Oh, God, please save me when I'm near broken with that allure by something, but my near broken heart at the moment could have only weakened mind never having confidence to stand that distraction.

Just truly I want to disregard all these temptive smilings of black shadow!

Keep me safe, keep my heart saved! Coz I'm always alone, at night!

At least You appear in my dream, once, please take me back to pure hearted promised land.

When I'm engaged in so difficult mission I come near distracted by so many things, more hard work, more perverted whisper heard to my ears in my nightmare with so tough agony.

However, I would never cease my mission work now, oh, my God, please secure my heart and brain and give my heart another confort turned to my vigor, You know!

I anytime make sure of my commanded job mission, that is peeling all disgusting falsehood off in world. You know it so well, my God!

Please tell me the Satan's holiday.

I'd like to return to only pure heart occupying days for me, now, but I've never been able to do so easily. Those days were just only fantasy, weren't them?

In these serial time, accidentally Angel's bell ringing heard to my brain.
Where is your appearance? Please send your elves to me, for taking me to your place!

And, please sometimes heal me, confort me at exhaustion by my spooky nightmare, You God, dispatch them to my place, just right now!

(Sep. 18th. 2020)