To us as in own mind, our own personality as what only we individually are known to own self must be the sole presence, because even if we personally feel somebody whom we have close relation and mind intimacy, that one's mind could never be known to our own mind as "my mind". At this reality, we could say that to anybody, only being myself is the sole world, then that fact must be replaced to say that our own life's hero or heroine is only us as each myself, all the lifespan.Then eventually anybody except us even the one is the closest one, the one is just supporting role for anybody, and only that factual truth in our mind is absolute thing for us, however only that matter could be hidden to anybody except hero, hrroine as own self, that implicitness means our society.

Why we usually hide that decisive thing on mind and do never confess to anybody must be caused from that if we all each are claiming it to anybody, the social order abruptly is precipitated into disorder, and confusion, that thing could be held to anybody, thereby society must keep security or safety at maintaining normal state.

However, to anybody, socially demanded stoicism must be so stressful to maintain publicly to any other person at anyone's mind, then we need mind's reliance. And additionally it must be so absolute subjective somewhat, then God as mind holding absolute reliance must generate. 

Then, originally if that explication around religeoisly reliant thing must have been very personal value for anybody, then that consciousness must have been very exceptional item for any individual one in world.
In other words, being dependent on God on mind means the sole permited reliance in society implicitly to anybody, as to be so, anybody tacitly could be awaked to it since our very infatile days for our life. 

Hence, our mind needing God must originate in our mind demand to dialogue partner for us as personal, and privately precious spot, anybody has secret place as so favoritely fit for consolation and relaxing to our spirit, that thing as replaced at internal idea as mind holding finger is God. At least at contemporary society, that is the truth.

Of course, at ancient era, Medieval era, to nowadays would have been the same meant presence more or less, but especially at Medieval era, our ancestors must have had more regulatory meaning at least old continent zones in world. And that analysis must need historical evidence referring from many data of archives.
That necessity is either needed to us, but for the time being, we need to know our own consciousness around holding God on mind, and contemporary society sticks our reality so both personally and publicly, by the way contemporary society must never provide us only private or personal and perfectly public items, namely all public items must be equal to just personal ones, and contrary truth is necessary to us all.

Eventually socially employing issue, income level issue, life spending satisfaction on mind are all combined together as undivided truth. Then in conclusion, we are reaching to our own judgement that any kind of social matter means essentially socially public it, and these reciprocity must provide all of us the standard or criterion which we could take usefully, as how we balance and keep harmony with personally needeing, hoping to get and reacting all necessary need to us as socially anticipating condition to us, then we can get back to this starting point, it is internally our own "myself" as the sole hero and heroine, and externally we all are just supporting role in society, and these strangely undivided consciousness in our own mind must be hidden at our mind, but publicly we try to make ourselves to externally only serving publicly to any other people, or persons, and essentially and substentially these ones in serving of us means publicness and soiety itself, and these undivided truth must be held at anybody, and that matter is universally shared in socity, and eventully we as our great ancestors must have set the order for relieving our social stress on mind, that must be the dialogue to God for us.

Then, after all, we must be obliged to admit that each one has each stance and directing mind to God, and publicly as being externally to any personal mind, God interpretation is the thing which we could never know other one's mind as well as each mine for anybody, after all just immovable premise is only its truth. Then we can arrive at our suppositively basic mind toward God to make dialogue for anybody.
Because dialogue to own mind must be nothing but the thing which we anybody could never know to each mind comparing own it with anybody's it. And only seing it must be the absolute our soiety's tacit unwritten rule, in front of this truth of social reality any exception must be none at any religeously ordered society. 

Ultimately, these our obviously bright fact as very seen to anybody as socially admittable thing and unconfirmable our inner mind decision in balance, compromising, and mind and acting distribution personally and publicly makes us each personality and individual way to be as reason to us.

(to be continued)
(Oct. 14th. 2020)