After I warped to be in the world only with women, the world made me understand so clearly something in a day after I arrived there.
It is that men like me was never present, but the world in which the ones present are only women has an especial character which any belonging woman are so diverse than the reality of the world with men and women in the fact that the women who to me seem to be manly, as if each one could be so living to a man, they are never so few, and necessarily to our normal world, this world also has women who are so womanish, at the matter of fact, so complexed diversity be present. This world has also the type that is subtly different from the type who be some kind of gender identity disordered ones, in other words, just coz of the world perfectly absence of any man, originally in the world as being normal for us, any roles are done by usually men, but in this world, even that role was done only by women, they do only jobs which usually in our world, only men engage in, but this world reality gives them do so as if men do, then so many kinds of women be present in this world, I could be assured of it, so exactly.
However, if we understand all with those facts, any difference must be assured of by anybody who reads this sentence, we could say so, but even if the one who usually could never be present as a man but really is a man as myself appeared in front of them as all just women, simultaneously, if the men are only me, to me who is the sole one of male sex person in world, only very few women are interested in my presence, and the world has only women, in all of human-beings, ones not filled with 1％of them only are a little interested in the man as presence, that fact only is the truth in this world.
Thus, the story about the woman who I remembered as my first meeting and keeping company with was the one who I met where I often visit to take food as curry shop.
Those days, I gadded about the city with an idea how I could eat in that world, and the shop for curry I accidentally find and entered into and every time I go there, I ordered curry and another menu, chicken rice or so, that shop’s clerk was never interested in my presence, my impression to that world’s people was never so strong and impressive, as never so queer, also that the complement of infrastructure of Shinjuku town was never so different from the one where I knew so well as the world I used to be, I could use in the world, bills, virtual currency, at the matter of fact, I wandered into the world without only men, so completely, every time I tried to go to the same shop in the city for eating, with an anxiety to be seen so queer when I was in another shop, and also the same motel I always stay for sleeping ( the world only with women had motel, so necessarily. But this presence’s reason to be I was never be known, and what I knew was more so later than I warped to go the world.). Eventually I went to the same curry shop and ate it, and to the same shop, that woman must come a day in three days, also for ordering curry, and she got to be interested in me, and after I went out from the curry shop after spending cost of it with virtual currency, she followed me walking and I accidentally with some presence behind me, looked back, then she walked behind me, and said, questioning
“Are you the one who could be called as a man, those days, our world had?”
“Yes.”
At that moment, replying so and I only told that I everyday stayed at the motel and at that day, she never followed me moreover, but after that thing happened, to the curry shop, she neve come to and after a few days, I must find out my job and needed an employment, recruiting an animation with smart phone, I chased them only and waited for the response from the company to which I sent my message, those days I tried to do the shooting myself with my smart phone, at the park as Shinjuku ward Central Park, she so accidentally to me at that time walked toward my position, and after that I got to be intimate with her soon, I took her to the motel I stayed everyday those days, we both were joined.
She said that she had never visited to that place as a motel and she had never so strong interest to sex and rather she seemed to be interested in me as a human.
If she who is a habitant in the world without sex, as the world no sexual performance was never done namely asexual reproduction, was a partner with me as sex, her action was utterly different from the ones who are in our side as if our side women take as waist moving, sensual expression of face, at the matter of fact, normal our side women take usually in our world daily life, in seriously different impression toward being to be, itself applied to anybody who lives in this world, never our side world.
But my pleasured feeling toward the women in this world was so another.
At the matter of fact, there’s nobody who are interested in me and took notice to me as a woman, almost so.
Namely despite of that they’d never experienced any sex, but so few ones who were with curiosity to do the sex as if mutants, sometimes are interested in me and some could fulfill their hope and dream, but in this world, birth seemed never be allowed, that matter I got to know after few days I went to this world after warping travel. ( This fact only I knew soon, so that women who gave birth to a child was executed coz of its doing, the news report at TV was broadcast, but its thing was applied in middle-east nations, in Japan disposal was only temporal deterrent and reprimand, but the baby that one gave birth to was soon taken to the government and raised by their idea.)
The world where anybody is prohibited the birth had given anybody a chance to have a sexual intercourse, and of course the situation without men gave them all so that kind of reality, necessarily, utmost majority women citizens who are all never known any loving emotion to the men, with that real, this world was composed.
According to the story I’d heard from her as the first woman I had been intimate with, if the action to do sex with someone, it could be guilty, and its reality was heard from her after doing sex with her at the motel I always stayed.
If the matter was truth, the question about reason of what the motels are also present in this world must appear to us, but its truth, I got to know true reason so later since those days, for the time being those days, I thought how strange world I wandered into, only that impression was outstanding on my mind.
In other words, I soon after coming to this world understood that all action of sex I experienced after getting in a situation to be a member of this world, were as if the sex with prostitute in former original world to me, namely all action concerned to the sex matter cannot help but being just only the play to prostitution, necessarily it was near curiosity, different from real love emotion.
Simultaneously, if this world’s reality is so as to be, then the world originally I belonged to as our side world is also the matter never always so enough filled only with love, I tried to deliberate deeper and deeper, it’s just roman and an ideal, then I concluded that our side world was never so exceptional, never so special, I thought so any time I tried to consider the situation I suffered from in this world.
And also, I got the truth that that first women to me as loving partner, former comer of that curry shop, surely she was a little younger than thirty years old, I remember, she was also so that this world women habitants are all accustomed with only formal sexual organs and eventually as the result to abandon all of capability to give birth to their children never using so effective body as physiologic function for object to bear a child for a long period, their function must had been so degenerated much. That kind of impression I soon acquired soon after I, being warped, came to this world.
At the term that I spent the days with a reality that anybody was never so interested in me never being noticed to me with no especial enigma, at one day I was swimming in the sea of woman, I went to the library, I took one book from the bookcases, as one about world history and checked it for a while, this world at the matter of fact had the history that nuclear war was arisen at early days of contemporary epoch, than real our side world, to those days me so unexpected, namely the time point I stayed at that time, a century and a half ago, population of whole individuals in this world had suffered the decrease number as 40％ ones of them were extirpated from this world, and its triggering ones were all male sex politicians then in the process of recovery from ruined state caused from nuclear war, a genius female politician appeared from surely not so famous Middle America’s nation, never from the US, Germany, Russia, Japan, at this world time system a century ago, (for the time I came to this world) and she made members of her idea advocates she recruited to pioneer the edition of genome concerned to reproductive cell and with two different women’s DNA and its re-arranging the order to be in newly clone after precise research and experiments and examinations, they fulfilled it utterly and next, women politicians and journalists and peace activists were gathered and planned to kill all of men in schedule, they practiced it all so perfectly in so short three months.
And eventually, the world lost men got to be the one in which almost all women had no knowledge of men even at least a nuance to the presence of them, then in this world, any evidence that once upon a time male sex persons were present in the earth, may had been deleted so arbitrarily by a part of women who was probably the leaders of human-beings, for example the things contained the images of men at the epoch men were present, then in the world, I got to know so surely that if I did never walk visibly intentionally at the streets, anybody originally did never concentrate their consciousness to me, then I stopped my habit to walk invisibly at any streets, I gradually shifted my habit to be so as if walking the corner of them.
But simultaneously I gradually was noticed in my mind that possibly some men at the matter of fact never exterminated yet survive and they secretly live pretending to be women all somewhere, that idea had been born to my mind, simultaneously an idea that some other ones could have come to this world with warped travel, also was born to my mind either.
(to be continue)
(Dec. 5th, 2018)

(First upped at another blog examplewordpresscom 1616 at Jan. 11th 2019)