I was from the beginning of my life so good at language study, I was translating sentences so for professional ones, or several papers to several languages, and kept my life.
This genre was unseen to anybody in my room, that was my selecting reason to my job in this world. Meeting chance was almost zero, simultaneously having a merit to know this world circumstance, thus I started my now job, since I came to this world, my predication was that this world only with women was never so different to former ordinary world I used to stay.

In the world of woman, no man, perhaps the ones who have survived even being men as if now I am, of course, I was transiting from ordinary world, necessarily the ones who was like
me was never be absent from this world, otherwise, like me, the ones who desperately pretend to be never so complete woman was never absent, I for the present, I tried to be alone, in no seeing anyone, that kind of moments I made so few, actually, from the beginning days in this world.
But, when I was in the term of final tax income return, went to the tax office, in ruled levying month, I was ascertained that I have no nationality, I decided to buy it in darkened world.
At those days, I discovered in internet of never so official site, mediation office never so officlal, first I looked at that site and next I sent my mail to that office and I was told the whereabout, eventually I arrived there.

That mediation office was located at Minami-Aoyama with so many delux boutique, and underground as jazz club usually, but temporarily it was used for informal that office function with first floor restaurant.
Ordinarily, at night time, jaz performance was done, but mediation was done since morning time eleven.

When I was there, in front of me, in order, the older woman was there. Otherwise, I think that she was LGBT one or so, in my inference, as being in my former world, but I was careful never to be involved with other men as strangers, I did never talk to her even one word.

But I was standing by that spot with so womanish style with a dress I previously bought for that kind of chance.
Those days, I lived everyday staying at the cheaper hotel. There all day long, I spent a day only with PC terminal in investigation and writing.
Only lunch time and dinner time I went out from the hotel, other time almost I stayed at that room except for buying a morning breakfast at convenience store or so.
Only to Sumire, I got a mail communication and sometimes, used smartphone with her in conversation.

But I sometimes perhaps felt that I wanted to meet some other person, then that feeling must have read by that old woman, she suddenly started to talk to me,
“At the matter of fact, I have no nationality, since I was born, I was never with any parents or so, as abandoned child then I was raised at orphanage, in all of my lifetime since I was born, never this world have any difference between sexes, from the beginning, then only women are present here in the world, thus I was the same to anyone who has never experienced to be aware of gender, eventually we all are never able to select the age to be born, parentes, nor any nation, language, neither, you know.”
But after listening to her talk, I was thinking that her saying was so natural and necessary.
(to be continued)

(Mar. 7th. 2019)