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The Past Contained in the Capsule

Sometime, I watched a movie.
It drew the age never contemporary.
However, its past was packed with our nowadays life in which the ones who survive as this contemporary age.


Time is passing.
Nobody can never stop it.
Anybody knows it so well.
Then, we are all with a small hope to contain passing times in the movies.
That movie creators and producers were share with that kind of idea.


I read the book.
It mentioned this country’s historical step.
But its past was that the people who live in now age can have so necessarily, when they are confronting that past historical matter, characteristically.


Time is passing.
It does never wait for us.
Anybody knows it so well.
Then, we are all with small hope to contain fast running times in the books.
The author was thinking so with his hope.


Even the ages seen so good or better than now was never so as that we could never thinking so at real time we were staying.
Despite of it after it was passing, at now we can feel so better from now eyes for us, by chance.
If it was right, possibly the better days as age for us might come to us, from now on, either.


Even the age seen from nowadays, so severe and hard, though, at that age, we would have been so enjoyable to us, it could be so, either.
Despite of it, after it was passing, at now we can feel so worse from now eyes for us, so necessarily.
If it was right, rather now so tough thing might have been so better to our future.


The pasts are recorded and stocked.
In movies.
In books.
In TV dramas.
In diaries.
In our own memories.


The past amount would be increased, so much.
It means that we are alive still so well.
The pasts’ meaning and impression would be rewritten again and again.
It means that we are alive along each now.


Expanded pasts urging us at each arbitrary moment, we try to open time capsule of all pasts.
Any past is contained in capsule stocked as each different age crassified so smartly.


Also, from now on, toward each passed past as being completely the past matter for us, we sometimes will pick it from its capsule and watch it.
What color will now show us?
At those moments, how was this now seen at those circumstance as revived image?


Pasts are anytime stopped but only time itself next to next passes to far future.
Only pasts would be stocked, next to next, but only future would be seen being opened to us everlastingly.
According to the stocked capsule number, we can remember each past.
If there was never present any capsule, just only we might make it here as the new one.


Stopping past.
Incresing past.
But I would never hasten.
You will wait for me, who always follow you at your future.


(Written at Apr. 12th. 2010 in Japanese, and translated it into this English at Apr. 11th. 2019)