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Ultimate Reason must Exist, but being Dependent on it is Futile

Ultimate reason for surviving world, and own life could be present, nevertheless questioning it with a wanting to know it must be just futile, that asking is so empty. That our all trials are in vain.


Because ultimate reason could be what we can have knowing moment at specific occasion, and our life thing really we anytime face is just present only for surviving each that moment with many really happening things, and necessarily if we can know some absolute reason for surviving, only heading for it could not mean, never yet that life way is so sinfully jeopardized by your falsehood, then it produces nothing.


We could never survive only for object nor goal or so, we survive either for any small moment for us as personally and publicly with any process by itself.


In other words, ultimate reason for us at surviving us, life of us, world for us could never be what we know and with its assurance we should do everything, in life, we anytime regard any small moment as thankful gift to us, you know, that ceaseless momentary care and attention to anything is just our own life.


It must be another somewhat that we can know consequently the truth of life, rather we can know at only each surviving at tough situation, just only midst it, we can necessarily know and see every meaningful matter in life, it does never mean heading for only target.


Probably our sensitively known true reason for surviving ultimately comes up to our mind so personally after getting something fulfilled so much so occasionally, then it is never the targeted thing to us, you know.


Our true life surviving consists in no written regulation nor executed law, these are all our supporting expedient systems, these are so vital, but only these are prepared, we could never fulfill any our mind satisfied thing to us.


Our own truly meant and signified reason for survival must be not readable nor understood somewhat. All scripts are just written things, but if we are accepting written contents’ meaning thing in deeply accord, books or so in from must not be so vital, only our brain,mind and heart could have an echo, only that fact is the vitally signified matter to our life. Because life means encountering ultimately unforgettable moment.


In other words, our own life could never be present only for readable some scripts or law itself, just our life reality must be based on only acting and reacting everything by itself, we honestly try to keep us survived, only that could be probably the sole credible truth for us.


Very simple, it would be, at the matter of fact, for us, ultimate reason for us could never be seen from the beginning, if that thing could be easily so done, that thing must be so cheaper to us, like junk. In other words, ultimate reason thing to us , at surviving so long lifetime in our own lifespan, first we could seen in mind, not as readable it, that kind of grave thing to us so personally, you know!


Survive constantly only each now for you!


Mar. 24th. 2021


Memorandum; I everyday read books but that act means interpreting written authors’ message, significant object could not depend on books by themselves, these message’s my own acceptance in my mind only means to me.