She suddanly stropped her moving wheelchair and took her crutches and made her body clung to them and stood up so slowly, and started walking and headed for kitchen and took her preparing her Fondue au fromage（Cheese fondue）to her previously set table and invited me with her hand. Her raised homeland of this country's Southern part near Sw🔲zerland, that regional her proud local cuisine and when I was kindergarten child, we all kindergarten students were served at Easter, I could remember those days' appearabce on my mind at the time, but her ancient was from It🔲ly, and she was ex-basketball player at her highschool age and either she was amateur wrestler at her universtiy ages. 

Her physique was solid even when she was ninety. And she said to me, " Quand je suis sorti faire du shopping pendant un moment, je me suis cassé la jambe droite et maintenant je suis en fauteuil roulant, mais je ne suis pas blessé du tout sauf au cou-de-pied, donc je peux faire n'importe quoi avec une aiguille de pin.(When I went out shopping for a while, I broke my right leg and now I'm in a wheelchair, but I'm not hurt at all except the instep, so I can do anything with a pine needle.)" she explained the current situation to me. Lokking at her aspect, I remebered her younger days' teacher's appearance when I was student at her teaching kindergarten, I also remembered that I thought she was a sexy woman at the time, which made me feel strangely early in my sexual consciousness. My perceptive sexual consciousness was budding at very earlier infantile age for me. Her height was still about 180 centimeters.I remember that it was about 190 centimeters at the time. She had very strong sense of justice since those days I was at kindergarten. 
My J🔲w grandfather had some steady idea that our life is all so kind of borrowed itrems and after death, we all have to return our body and soul all thing to the heaven or so.
By the way, my father whose father was J🔲w devorced my mother when I was senior highschool days, but he eventually didn't remarriage anybody all liftime and sometimes even now he visits my mother's home, I had older sister but she was dead at my university ages, with her brain tumour, she was very smart lady and had so profound intellectualities. She was deplomat, her age was one decade older than me, I was later born child for my father and mother, I had for so long time in my life absent-minded to my older sister and that reminiscence could help me to choose my lover, then at my university days, I had one so lovely sweetheart but with very many circumstance we eventually parted together, but now that thing I don't want to mention yet. 
With these many factors, my the most recent lover Tатьяна (Tatyana)as a R🔲sian who was spy at activity for the her nation but since an other days since she went to E🔲rope and switched her job betraying her country and she was engaged in liberal political activity, thoese days we met togehter at Easter at that church. Those days were the best days for my life.
My infantile days kindergarten teacher was talking to me with her question to me.
"Que voulez-vous faire, aujourd't?(What do you do, nowwdays?)" I , to her that question, just responded "Bijoutier, il était une fois que j'étais à mes affaires à Af🔲can peut pays, mais cette entreprise a été mis en danger avec beaucoup de raison sociale, puis je l'ai quitté et une fois revenir à la maison et j'ai repris avec de nouvelles affaires de maintenant mon faire. Mais l'ancien mon travail de conseil à l'entrepreneuriat et l'approvisionnement à un nouvel emploi à tout type d'employés doit m'aider à l'emploi maintenant, vous savez.(Jeweler, once upon a time I was at mine business at Af🔲can country, but that business was endangered with many social reason, then I quited it and once come back home and I resumed with new business of now my doing. But former my job of consulting to entrepreneurship and procurement to new job to any kind of employees must helped me at now job, you know.)"
To my response, she showed me a smile and for a while she got silence, and suddenly she whispered me with her one opinion to me, " You had so many things in your life, and now you are so exhausted with some reason, you are so, aren't you?"
Eventually older ones for us could never be so easily cheated by us as younger ones, I got that impression on my mind when I was heard of her that saying. She blocking my internal idea at the time started to talk to me,
"Now world is so confused at many dimensional issues, for instance, M🔲nmar has so many casualties with children either, that miserable matter is so national political indentified thing, but not only that but also so many contradictions including racial discrimination or so erupt everywhere at this globe, all so simultanesouly, you know!)"
Being heard of that her saying, I reproduced reminiscent images at today's P🔲is, with  streets along S🔲ine or so, many A🔲an habitants were evaded at crossing on the street just because of the source of infection as generation source of this virus, neverthelkess they all are normal citizens at this country, she probably tries to allude these things she either could witness these days at this P🔲is. She showed me so sad expression for a short second, but soon she deleted it and said to me continuously,
"J'avais regardé les visages de tant de jeunes générations depuis mon plus jeune âge, mais maintenant votre expression et votre teint semblent être si sombres, parce que je suis si plus âgé que vous, puis dans une certaine mesure avec une nuance si subtile, j'ai quelque chose sur vous maintenant.(I had watched so many younger generation ones' faces since my youth age, but now your expression and complexion seems to be so gloomy, because I am so older than you, then to some extent with so subtle nuance, I got something on now you.)"
I was honestly shocked at her vigilant eyes to my now situation, but I desperately tried to get back sane sensibitily and replied to her suggestion to now me, saying 
"Comme on peut s'y attendre de plus vieux dépensier de la vie veteral, vous avez un regard si essentiel soit pour moi, je vous respecte à cette partie, certainement j'ai tellement d'idées ennuyeuses et violacées autour de maintenant mon faire, mais finalement toutes les choses devraient être traitées par moi-même, qui est juste habituellement la responsabilité des adultes à nous, vous savez, mais à des moments très courts, ce que j'ai eu la réunion à vous dans votre merveilleuse maison était si le plus heureux pour moi.(As may be expected of older veteral life spender, you got so essential look either to me, I respect you at that part, certainly I have so many annoyable and purplexed ideas around now my doing, but eventually all things should be dealt with by myself, that is just usually adult responsibility to us, you know, but at very short moments, what I got the reunion to you at your wonderful home was so the happiest for me.)"

I was telling that her serving Fondue au fromage was very wonderful, and said goodbye to her and showed my gratitude to her and we got mutual elbow tough and I left her house.
That occasion could have become the last moment to meet her, because she was very older than me. 
To me, that so short time with older teacher was so healing effectively my mind at these days, I make sure thought so.

Life is too unidentified to know all so at a stretch, but it could be either so simple that we can see everything by ourselves so personally. At the matter of fact, it must be ambivalently heterogeneusly complicated, empirically inevitable sequent time span, so indeed. 

I was back home soon, and I got so deep sleep for several hours, and when I woked up from the sleeping, only darkness surrounded either my house, seen so through my house window. My mother was sleeping at that time. 
(to be continued)

Mar. 26th.   2021

Memorandum; These story's all appearing things are just fiction at my creating novel, you know!