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Asking to the Dead ones and Hearing their Voice in Mind①

Dead ones’ reason to be present as they are absent from this world at least to me, so seemed to be regarded better than their alive spans’ memory held by us.


Eventually to us, any so irresistibly negative things could be monopolized by alive ones' so selfish, but so necessary nature, nevertheless, to us, we can say that we are the same with them, consequently.


In other words, being alive as thing to us means only mutual fight, but al least the dead ones could never take part in it, absolutely, everlastingly, then necessarily to us as alive ones have generally mind in which only memory around deceased ones, the departed could be seemed better than now really confirmable alive ones' so dirty canally mean character.


Ultimatley, so overestimating, but only the dead ones could be seen so pure, so distinctively, because only they could never hurt us really at our daily days' own emotion and mentality.


idealizing them, adoring them like that could guide us easily around the matter of dead ones, because they have no utterance, no conversation, no making sound,  no voicing, no speaking, no twittering, no singing again. 


Only they all are perfectly silent. Only the nature of these is universally common nature to any dead ones.


Then, necessarily when we are at not so amusing irretaing thing in daily life,  only dead ones' presence could be seen and tangibly felt so easy, and even so gentle, hence even the ones at whose alive time, we had no positively friendly emotion, we can have some so rude regulation at regarding them as that we can be so generous only to all deceased ones, because they do never intervene this carnally worldly society's matter of everything.


Just with these reasons, we all are apt not to telling, not claiming anything to all dead ones, either the presence of dead ones by themselves, at least this alive ones' world so publicly.


Eventually, every religion's basic healing effect consists in this decisive gap between them and us, as only carnally told, spoken, sounding noisy society and never told, never spoken,  made no sound in world as nothing only to be present none.


In other words, we all are only to that perfectly absent world as no present it, healed to the bottom of minds. Necessarily, these things could be kind of irresponsible escape from our world's toughness. 


But anybody wants to have so easy monent in a day, then we all have the time to talk to recollective departed ones' memory in our presonal mind.


Dead ones have no ambition, no claiming dissatisfaction, in other words, only being dead must have done perfection, or must perfectly make it done at completion. Only death has no empty, because empty thing must belong to alive ones. 
Only dead made into nothing must have no contracitction, because contradicition is our own posession. 


Therefore, only nothing of dead ones' presence has absolutely no power in terms of really confirmable output, then consequently ironacally only they are paradoxically the strongest to anything as present things, because only they have no impact by any present things. They exist only at our memory or record.
Because, ultimately, nothing as being already dead and perfect absentce could never be smeared by any socially worldly dirty,  then we can be easy only to all dead ones.


We with these reasons, can make them souls and specific meaning to identify them all so genuinely personally.


Once dead ones must have no change, no growth, no aging, no talking, and either all of us necessarily make us all dead another day, later to them all, as well as all already dead ones.
This irresistibly unchangeable absolute truth could guide and drive us to consider all things we'd seen, watched, been heard, otherwise done and lost.


Hey, all dead ones, how do you watch and look at this world, for alive us?


Necessarily, also you all ever had the same postion we all are now having, however, at now, you all are diffrent from us, how can you feel and understand these days as ever either only alive ones operated and seem to manage as world.


How is your impression to all these our carnal things?






(to be continued)
Apr. 11th., 25th.    2021