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Mirage Out of the Blue Floating in front of My Eyes Part16

This city's feature could be what awakes us that if we have mind to understand so well, any mind like that must be just misunderstanding or misapprehension or so, and if somebody could have mind to do so well, the one must be insane or just asshole.


Last several moths was seen to me ten years' past days at least to me, the mind was caused
my very long time no realized re-visit to J●us●em, ר●שָׁלַ●ם, ا●قُد●س, those days' ‎ my it was accompanied wth my father who afterward ‎divorsed my mother and my Jew grand-pa, but necessarily this time vist is only by myself. At today as May. 11th, yesterday as J●us●em caused from ly●r 28 and this year was just 9th from nightfall of the day before yesterday to yesterday, as May. 10th. However this year's these all ceremony was surrounded with very critically tense situation. That was caused from many incidental collisions and crashes which were made sporaudically, specifically, 



Anyway, to me, physically the first visit to this place was when I was very infantile child prpobably before I got five years ago, just my pontentially indwelled memory told me only very brightened relatively large field's sunny sunbeam injection and contrary contrustively shaded and so vaguely and very dim narrow cobblestone laid down path almost all beseiged with both sides' shielded walls. Hence, this time long period staying for me was substantially the first visit.
And, these several days were serially last several weeks, has so hard battle with skies and grounds, between I●aeli secutrity forces and H●mas. I just were continusouly notice to the hard crash and collision with my terminal, and occasionally went out for lunch or so, necessarily these days were not so dense at any restaurant, coz moslim's abstinence or so, but equipped TV at there, I got many information though broadcast newsreports these days.

I just all daylong, did not go out from my invisible cheeper hotel since entrance to this country, with information previously I collected at my home country after I attended Easter fes. as usual at vicinity of P●ris at Apr. 8th., and since entrance to this country at 12th,. just the day R●madan started, a little bit beforehand its beginning at evening time. I arrived at T●l A●iv Airport. I just with my portable personal laptop computer collected many data around I was commanded by Y prior to departure from F●nce.
To me, so far expectant information or my presumption around this serisouly serially lasting battle's prospect was just giving no idea around gathered information either not only to me but also to any parties' belonging one, completely unpredictable, just today was starting with cloudy weather, yesterday, beforehand noon came, sunny weather approached and until the dawn of today sunny state was lasting, but now is diffrent. Now just I am managed with anxious feeling to this country's future prospect.
(to be continued)



May. 10, 11th.  2021


Memorandum; This time my mission or so must be shown at next Part17.