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Sea of Woman Part10 Womens’ Conspiracy⑥

At that moment, my notice and conscious concentration was directed to only the truth that this my staying world was so distinct to my ex-world I either was belonging to, never about the older woman I couldn’t view in front of myself, but necessarily in that felt feeling to watch Shunjuku but no it for my ex-world, just only whitened smokes and they sometimes turned to be reddened in explosive chaging, so anxiously, stuck by so strong differentiated strange smell to my nostril, in greyed smokes with the blackened red burnt ground, ,my brain sometimes recollected my lover Sumire, I used to never see for a long period about several months.


Of course, it was caused from that to me her so cute smiling expression was just the sole healing and confort in the world pararelled proceeding toward my ex-staying world.


I was in exhasion mentally making me never take out my smartphone from my pocket for checking out what was happening around that time myself either at that moment, but I passed beside the woman who was so younger and disguise the flight attendant (in this world, that typed kinky hobby had a demand in society, I felt so) or actual professhonal attendant or so taking highnoon recess was accompanied with her listening smartphone with news reporting reading voice of female announcer which told me that so high explosive misile was launched to the area around Shubjuku-Gyoen the metropolitan park, so high functinoned than Shibuya targeted it launched thirt years ago. “ But it would never promote any international problem, because its launch was prpoclaimed to this nation and any nationalities are known to its declaration by this nation publicly at bulletin and since that moment worldwide we all are known that its previous announcement to the schedule never shown any precise date in agreement to any nation, at the matter of fact in three month just only its schedule was told to any cityizen thus, only today’s costomers to that park was becoming the sacrifices, so unfortunately.”


I afterward took my smartphone recovering my reason, I rapidly tried to check its information with my terminal about that thirty years past’s incident in checking misle launching nation, and international agreement with internet, so speedily.


Thus, I had got that only women surviving world in this globe had been with the serious problem how deal with and dispose the old unused nuclear warhead or other weapons and decommissioning to any nuclear erectric power plant, then its world was reaching to international treaty concluded to permit from my pocket launch unnecessary those for economixing all expenditure for realizing its disposal, this nation either agreed it and in its constitution, that clause was additionally written to it and at that moment anybody can easily read it with its constitution, its approval was of course on a premise with strict ordinance of declaration to the nation to be a target to launch them.


At the matter of fact, when I visited my district library to check this world’s this nation’s history, but I did so mainly only to the ages never recent days, namely I had almost no idea about contemporary nowadays’s it. I felt that so regretfully, but it was too late to be regret, so as to be the absolute truth eithet to me.


I looked at a female police officer with her baton and next to her, a military female soldier at spatial pavement of that street as Koshu Kaido, a little further forward myself beside the crosswalk guiding any passybies around there between whitened smoky air around there, I hastened to that whereabout with two women.
At the matter of fact, I only ate my own instant cooked breakfast with vegetables and meats I bought at close convenient store with previlusly set microwave and flying pan I bought either at my staying cheaper hotel in addition to that I couldn’t eat anything at that Chinese restaurant, a little hungry at that moment, also I felt that I would like to go back to that time staying cheaper hotel with sunbway as long as quick, but possibly unexpectedly close to the gound zero of misle launched I thought it was impossible to go back there, I eventually thought so.
But for some emergency, I took my strategy to keep my duds to several coinlockers getting them intersperced, also exchange thme all to another them, when I went out from that cheaper hotel, I made nothing to be left there, thus just even if that hotel was broken by the misle, if that manager was dead, I just sneak away from that hotel, I imagined that possibility with no expenditure to charge that hotel staying, but fortunately my dubs kept coinlockers’ all locations were all so a little distanced to ground zero, at that time, and also I did all shopping only with virtual currency, I was never so extremely anxious about my situation at that time.
Thus, I had an ideat to question about my using cheper hotel’s safety to that police woman or female soldier, but possibly my life situation as to be exchange each time wherabout to stay with each different staying location, that true circumstance could have been seen to them, I tried to evade any risky method, cuz I didn’t want to be thought so suspicious from them, I did nothing about telling my staying location, I did the question only with the fake information that my aquqintance was staying around the ground zero. Soon that seen thirty generation female police officer was answered,
“These areas for the time being so safe, never suffering from so serious damages according to my information I have now.”
Her behavior was so honestly kind to me.
After getting her answering, I tried to go to subway entrance for the present for paying charge of that cheaper hotel’s staying for check out, cuz I felt the necessity to exchange the staying whereab out, that subway station’s location was a little further from there, as the street side of Koshu Kaido highway entrance.
Just at the moment, so slim and tight mustled woman soldier who wa either last part’s generation of thirty who was listening to my conversation to the next female police officer suddenly called me, backward from me.
“Excuse me, please hold on, there.!”
When I listened to her voice, my heart was so wavering toward her behavior cuz I had so suspicious feeling to her possibly she would have been noticed about me in so skeptical idea.
(to be continued)


(May 28. 31th. 2019)