In so dazziling illusion, only your smiling face could float and it whispers to me in no voiced sound.

Only that easing aspect tells me so much, please keep being beside the smiling eyes which makes me told from its dazzling beam!

Anyway, that gift eases me for long time in carrying me to that heaven, you know!

But at once switched scene, around me, only nothing could laugh at my empty emotion at being gone away from me at the site, only absence of you is left to me, for so long time.

My mind's flame at a stretch enlarged maximally, but after a while, that'd be extinguished, so out of the blue. If that could have longer duration that really done to me, I'd have been carried to the heaven.

But that'd never realize to me, so cruelly.

How could I spend so long time either from now on, until I die and go to next life from this world?

How could you mind to carry me to, or where to carry me?  Possibly You just command me to hold on to the moment, I'd go to next life, oh, my God!

Please take me back, that Angel tasty her smiling eyes anytime carrying me to supreme heaven all the night, never yet anytime I want.

If you take it back to me, I'd do anything you want, oh, my God!

Please, You, carry me to the heaven with her smiling face!

July. 19th.    2021