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God must Distribute Everything so Capriciously Either to Us

Maldistribution and unfair allotment we can be surely aware of is probably so accidental and naturally arbitrarily blunt offering probably by nature as being or so kind of God.


Shared something is constantly so reasonable to any individual, thus inborn helitage and conditional character is absolutely inevitable to anyone, what we cound never stay away from its truth as from our body condition, gender, sisutation to be born in as the condition to raise up or so.


In world, so rational and perfectly reasonablebe something must never be so precious, it must be consistently so trivial and dinky to all of us, thereby it has no reason to quest and inquire from it.


And probably it has no particulary reasonable something, cus it may have been so just easy and simple never being so complexed. Neccisty’s levelled so lower and so understandable something must be dealt with so quickly in no idea concocting, but in the situation when we are obliged to decide everything how it would be dealt with is so unknown ans unseen, first we must have some steady deliberation and consideration.


Just only unreasonable and capriciously contradictory so emotional one but rather would never be unavoidable must be something so problematic to anybody.


It may have been so mysterious or so annoyable at each case we face, but coz of it, we can define those things so problematic never be concerned to whether it would be good or bad to us.


Irrational everything but we could never ignore must be something.
That kind of feeling and emotion in any condition must be so meant and signified to anybody.


Of course, according to the one who faces it, its content is distinct.


For example, being liked, loved, respected must have no reasonable degree to be accepted by or not, it must be so arbitrarily in no reason.


It may have never so wise, rather so extremely unwise, nor so intellectual, but if even it was so, it is absolutely irresistible to anyone.


Unevenness means nothing, it does never have any reason.
However, to any individual only it must be so grave, and so precious individually.


Of course, anytime only that kind of thing must never be accepted, but sometimes so emotional and extremely subjective feeling and emotipnal invoking of our action must exist never so rarely. Sometimes even that kind of uneven descion must be permitted to anybody.
Of course, its discretion must be so difficult to any individual or any group. But either it must be needed.


Cuz, we are all never the God.


If we prohibit any disliking emotion to any citizen by ourselves according to absolute justice, we would be prohibited any doing by absolutely fascistic authority, all of our own subjective preferences and individual choice must be deleted in this society.


Ethically so restricted something is vertical just and so pretentious honesty.
Its official and just only so formal fairness and righteousness are holding decisive lack, it would be absolutetely flaw.
Its situation must never call neither any precoious cash flow.


At this rate, we absolutely need generosity.
Nature, being is somewhat uneven, unfair and conditionally so distortedly maldistributed in no logics nore no order, no harmony, no reason, no beauty.


In all so contradictory everytjhing just we attempt to discover the beautifulness and honesty. Just only it is absolute truth.


However, we irresistibly are obliged to accept its reality and we have no choice but its acceptance to anybody.
Thus, we need anytime so incomplete our judging in so open-minded heart.


We must never survive only with completion, or so kind of absolutely even just, coz we even either must need so capricious irrational judgings in daily days of us, it may haveb been so dishonest or so prejudiced, but something like these even are needed to us, so metally and spiritually.
Cuz, we must never be able to decide all things completely even, and just.


In accepting all of never flawless reality, we first can step forward, only even so small one step.


(Jun. 22th. 2019)