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For Restarting the Time’s Stepping

My time had stopped since I was in absence of you, from the moment on I only had spent all a day in exhausted mind hell.


My emotion was always so empty in no willing to do anything. Why did the being of you make me suffer from so bitter feeling? I anytime thought so around the same circle in repetition.


Eventually after so long time I’d tired to reset my mindset of my life, I gradually made up my mind to do the next doing only for my future.


Thus, now I always use the time only for getting back our lost time.


Eventually, we anyone need both dry feeling and a touch of pathos.


Pasts echo we must pass through, but it must never be eliminated, even with this fact, we only step forward, surely love precedes anything, but being only ideologically loving mission practicing is so enough? Really concrete warmth must be needed to us, you know.


Heartache, mind exhaustion, empty minded spending days, absence of you really does me so.
At unmotivated reason, we need solely huge flat walking when we are drained mentally, only stepping aids our feeling to be recovered.


But rainy day makes us stay home, unless busy work waits for us. But sometimes we are becoming to the emotion to sprint on the street in hard rain either.


Possibly, seen so lost and stopping time would be moving to the future already, listening to it so carefully, we possibly should take one step to the future, you know.


Fine day would tell us our effort to the sunny stage would be rewarded so enough, eventually only in dislocating a viewing direction, all world must be changed so much.


You are the one with whom if my mind was set only forward, I would absolutely make my mind opened to all things, only it was told by your presence.


Stopping time must be restarting sunnily, or cloudily, rainy, or so anytime as long as I survive.


(July.2nd. 2019)